The abused wolf

Chapter 3

Amara's POV
I woke up with nate's arm wrapped around my waist ,that's a first that has ever happened to me I kind of like it.

I didn't notice until now that Nathaniel has no shirt on I stared at his bare chest and admired all of his muscles and for some reason I wanted to touch them and trace every detail.

And then I did aw crap he stirred in his sleep and woke up I instantly regretted doing it I'm sure he will think I'm weird he looked at me and smiled " I'm sorry for waking you up " he smiled even more " you didn't wake me love it's fine " a huge weight lifted off my shoulders.

I sat up and got out of the bed and went into the bathroom and took a long relaxing bath once that was done I got dressed and did my hair.

I walked out of the bathroom and sat on the bed again beside Nathaniel. He was on his phone I smiled at him and left his room I went back to my own and laid on the bed and had all of these thoughts running through my mind like did he actually like me or did he just feel sorry for me , will he reject me soon ? Or will he actually like me ? These thoughts consumed me and I felt as though they would  swallow me whole.

My life use to be a living hell I would constantly be a slave to them treat their every need well when we go back I am not standing for that, I will no longer lower myself to such low standards.

I didn't notice until now that there is a tv in my room I turned it on and my favourite tv show was on supernatural I love this show so much it is amazing my favourite character has to be dean he is so hot and he is an amazing big brother, he has literally died for his brother.

Anyway besides that once I watched a few episodes I went down stairs into the kitchen to get a quick snack I walked over to the huge fridge and grabbed a slice of that delishous chocolate cake yum this is so good.

Once I ate the little slice of heaven I decided to go for a walk outside I always use to do that before we moved here temporarily, it always use to calm my nerves and get my mind off the hell I call my life.

I was just walking around when some off my pack members were walking behind me " hey Amara where's your mate now to protect you ?" His voice echoed through the dark woods " just leave me alone James " he chuckled loudly, well this is James he's a narcissistic bastard and I hate him he's basically bullied me my whole life.

I sped up my pace and was now doing a speed walk / slight jog. They seemed to get closer and closer by the second and then the sudden impact of someone's hands pushing me to the floor I instantly hit the ground.

I struggled to get up for a few seconds but as soon as I did I just got pushed down again and again then the pain spread straight through my body I looked up at the three boys kicking me and shouting things at me like 'your worthless ' , ' your a nobody ' they stopped shouting their hurtful words and James pulled me up and looked my in the eyes and said

"your own parents never even loved you what makes you think Nathaniel will ,huh?" He dropped me and I fell to the ground once more.

Once they left I grabbed onto a tree and pulled myself up after multiple tries. I hobbled my way back to the pack house being careful not to let anyone see me.

I got to my room and slammed the Door shut and slid to the floor and bawled my eyes out like a baby. Why is my life like this? I have never done anything to deserve this. James is right though I'm sure Nathaniel will never love me and I sure as heck don't want to ruin his life.

I sat on the floor in a ball tears streaming down my face like water streaming down a waterfall the emotional and physical pain I was in wasn't worth it ,it's too much I can't deal with it anymore.

I stood up ,locked my door and limped over to the bathroom and grabbed a razor blade and stared at it for a second pondering if I did this would it relieve my pain ? Would I finally be at peace ? Would the torture end ?. Then I did it I began to slice my skin as if it was paper not caring if I lived or died it's not like anyone would care they never did.

As everything became hazy as the blood poured out of my veins I dropped to the floor but just before I blacked out I could hear banging on the door and the door bursting open....

A/N
Hey guys hope you like this chapter sorry it's short but I wanted to do a cliffhanger anyway if you like it please vote and comment and I might update later today.

Until next time X