Never//Cameron Boyce

Chapter 58

*Matts POV*(Long time no use)

I looked next to me and saw Burnie cuddled up next to me. I smiled as i pet his head. He opened his eyes and looked at me. I pet him again then got out of bed. I walked downstairs and towards the kitchen. I opened the fridge and looked around to see what i could use to make myself some food. I realized there wasnt much to use. So i closed the fridge and went back upstairs. I went to my dresser and grabbed some clothes for me to change into. I then went to brush my teeth. When i got out of the bathroom Burnie was still sleeping on my bed but now he was much more spread out.

I laughed and began to get changed. Once i was finished, i decided to wake Burnie up. He woke up with a care and realized that i was going out, which meant that he would going for a walk. I grabbed his leash and connected it to his collar. I grabbed my phone and my keys before leaving the house. Burnie was very chill as we walked. We walked all over the neighbourhood. After Burnies walk around the neighbourhood I decided that it was time for me to get some food.

After our 6th lap we walked back to the house. I took Burnie home and left him as i went to get my self some food. I decided on bagels because bagels are awesome. I got my bagels and finished eating them at the shop. I began to head home but i decided to take a small detour. I went to the beach that Kat and i met. Honestly it was the best day of my life. I fell head over heels in love that day. Once i got to the beach i began to walk along the beach. The heat of the beach radiating off of the sand. My smile grew as i saw the place that i met Kat. I stared at that spot.

The spot that changed my life forever. Honestly she was my first real love. That's something no one else would ever be able to change. I continued to walk until i realized that i needed to get home to Burnie. I began to leave the beach, taking one last look at the spot i will forever hold in my heart. I started to walk home trying to clear my mind. Kat hasnt come to my head in so long. So why is today the day that memories haunt me. I ran my fingers through my hair as i walked.

My phone then vibrated in my pocket. I really didnt feel talking with any one right now. But i still decided to check my phone and see who texted me. I saw that the name was "Bella My darling." I smiled and pulled out my phone. Now i know what your thinking, and no i'm not dating Bella. Shes just really close to me. Plus she's Kat's sister, why would i do that??

Bella My Darling: Yo Matt...
Me: Whats up darling??
Bella My Darling: Can you come over later?? Around like 4??
Me: Sure... Why??
Bella my darling: Well Kat is gonna be out today. Shes at Cameron's house. He found her at school on the floor. So he took her home so that i can go to school. I have to check on her and bring her home by 2:30 since our brother wants to take us out.
Me: Is she alright???!
Bella My Darling: Of course she is. She just needs some rest from everything. So she'll be at Cameron's to rest.
Me: Okay. Thats good to know.
Bella My Darling: You still like her dont you?
Me: Well...
Bella My Darling: Well what??
Me: Well... Yeah. She was my first love.
Me: She always will be.
Me: She will forever be a thought in my head.
Me: Srry for the little weirdness. Especially since shes your sister.
Bella My Darling: Its fine. Its actually kinda adorable.
Me: Oh shut up... Its completely weird how I'm talking to you about your own sister.
Bella My Darling: Nah its fine.
Bella My Darling: Gtg txt ya later or even just see you later c:

I smiled at my screen and locked my phone. I continued on my path home. Then Bella came to mind. Yeah, shes Kats sister. Yeah she's once dated Carter. But i mean shes still pretty amazing. She deserves a good guy in her life. She used to date Cameron who was obviously in love with Kat. She needs her prince charming as much as Kat did. I thought about who it could be. What guy would be good enough for her.

But i swear i wouldnt have guessed any one. Even if some one bit me in the ass. But maybe she doesnt need just any guy. Maybe she needs some one like me. Or maybe she just needs me. I looked up at the sky thinking about why that would even come to mind. I mean yeah Bella is amazing in every way but she's my Ex girlfriends sister. Now how awkward would that be. I kept walking trying to not think like that.

*Kat's POV*

Have you ever just wanted to escape from some where so badly. But didnt want to be rude to the person you're with? That's my situation right now. I'm with Cameron right now. But honestly i just need to be alone. I didnt want to be rude though. Imagine how sad he would feel if i just straight up told him that. I decided to hold everything in. My chest no longer felt tight. So i didnt know what that episode was in school. Most likely just my anxiety. I walked with Cameron hand in hand. Right now we were on the set of Gamer's Guide To Pretty Much Everything. He wanted me here just to see how he works.

His coworkers were actually really cool. I couldnt stop laughing at the foolish things they were doing. But laughing wasnt the action i wanted to do right now. Right now i just wanted to be home cuddling with my pillows, ice cream next to me, watching anime, in a dark room. But i'm not. Instead i'm here laughing with people i barely even know. Libby let me stay around her when Cameron went to acct. But between takes i would be goofing off with everyone.

My fingers were itchy to get hold of something. I dont know why. I think i was relapsing. I hated this feeling. Everything seemed to be falling apart around me. Even though i knew it wasnt. My chest felt tight. I could feel my tears beginning to build up. I ran from everyone. I didnt know where i was going but i had to go far. To make sure that no one could see me fall apart, especially not Cameron. I took my nails and began to pinch myself. It helped a bit but i needed something more.

I was gonna leave until i felt two strong arms wrap around my waist. It made me realize that i dont need anything. I only need him. I smiled to my self tears still falling down my cheeks. I turned around and faced Cameron. He was holding onto me like he would loose me if he let go. And he probably knew he would. I smiled at him as i wrapped my arms around his neck and put my chin on his shoulder.
Me: Thank you.

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I feel like i'm going to cut at any moment. Omg. I hate this feeling but it always seems to win and i dont really mind.

But lets not focus on that... OMG GUYS THERE IS THIS CUTE ASS SENIOR IN MY SCHOOL AND HOLY GOD HE SOME FINE PIECE OF MAN. HIS VOICE IS OEOUYPIVRG, HIS STYLE IS OIOEDUHWYIWTG, EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM IS JUST SO GQSWDTEFHVKBD. AND THEN THERES THIS CUTE ASS SOPHOMORE. LIKE OMH I LOVE MY SCHOOL. I could go on with this subject... My hormones are just off the hook XD!!

I might update again really soon, or i may even post a new book really soon. it all depends...But yeah... i love y'all <3