Never//Cameron Boyce

Chapter 13

i got out of the hospital a couple days ago. But i just didnt feel right. Its like a whole part of me was ripped apart. And i cant do anything. They now all have their eyes on me they wont leave me alone. I really wanna end it all but with everyone breathing down my neck i will be lucky to even use the bathroom alone. Now your probably wondering about the whole Cameron non-sense. Well i have stayed away from him for 4 days. Yup, I'm very proud of my self. But some how i hurts me to stay away from him. It just doesn't feel right.

Bella has tried to be with me through the whole day but of course the teachers would never allow that. I kinda wish that she would be around me because she kinda is the only one at this point who can stop the bullying. Mom and dad offered to get me a tutor to keep me out of school. But i told them i would be fine. But inside i was dieing for them to realize that i wanted it. Cameron has made my life a whole lot worse. He told his friends about how he led me on and had me think that he liked me.

So now the kids at school make fun of me about it. Bella has always threatened them but they wouldnt stop. And i really dont want them to. I know it sounds weird but its true. i want them to continue with bullying me. That way i have an excuse to keep cutting or wanting to die. Your probably yelling at me right now for saying any of this but hey its true. Bella and my parents have been watching me non stop. And yes the parents have come home. Their job let them because they heard what happened. So they have been home for about 4 days now, aka the longest they have ever been home.

Now i have to go to school to face the demons...i mean children that i claim to be peers with. Bella is already awake and she is discussing things to do with me. No one will ever treat me the same!! I wish i would have died that day! And now mom and dad are telling me that my mom well biological mom wants to spend more time with me!! Isnt that just amazing!!

Mom and dad now dont want me to go to school today so i will be spending my day on social media and watching TV perferably the walking dead. This will a very interesting day. I got out of bed just to go hear what they were all talking about down stairs. I went to the steps and sat down.

Bella: You cant put her into a hospital!! They wont give her the love she needs!! plus she is the only one who is actually here for me!! What am i supposed to do?

Mom: Honey calm down. We understand where your coming from. But we have to think of whats best for Kat. And we believe that maybe that is best.

Bella kept yelling at them but they wouldnt hear her out. Once they fiished arguing i went back to my room and pulled out my phone. Everyone was texting me all of a sudden. i was the talk of the school. A bunch of people were telling me how much hate Cameron was now getting for everything hes done. He was actually suspended a couple of days ago. i just couldnt handle that. i turned off my phone and got comfortable in bed.

I couldnt stop thinking and it was killing me. i was at the point of never wanting to go any where. But of course my sister dragged me everywhere. And honestly i thanked her for that. If she didnt do that then i would be even sadder. Everytime i saw some one from school they would apologize but honestly i didnt want them to. The last time a person apologized they betrayed me in the end.

I actually saw Cameron a few days ago. After i got out of the hospital. But after that never again. i got a few texts from him about how sorry he was. But i didnt want an apology i only wanted an explaination. Bella has tried to take my mind off of him. For example just the other day she took me out to eat and we saw these cute guys who wanted her number...And then they saw me and kept talking to her...Yeah she tries but it never really works... Today she is taking me to the beach but i cant wear bathing suits...I kinda cut on my thighs too.

Bella: come on Kat you love the beach!!

Me: I know but i just dont feel right going today.

Bella: So stay in the sand and we can talk while watching the waves.

She took my hand and we relaxed on the sand. Of course a couple of guys came up to her and asked her different things but she never really paid them any mind. She was too focused on me. Until one guy came up to us but ignored Bella. He looked really cute. He had light brown hair that kinda went onto his face(it covered his eyes a little bit), by what i could see he had blue eyes, his smile was beautiful, and his skin was an amazing tan color. This boy was beyond cute. Your probably thinking "What about Cameron?'' While i will tell you "Whos Cameron?" This boy sat down right next to me and smiled at me even more.

Boy: This is probably the part where i saw a cheesy pick up line. But i bet you've heard them all.

Me: Actually i havent.

He gave me a look that will never be forgotten. He looked at me as if i was crazy. I guess he thought i was so beautiful to not get hit on.

Boy: Your kidding right? A girl as beautiful as you must have heard them all.

Me: Yeah i have. When the guys are hitting on my sister.

He laughed at me and then we locked eyes. He gorgeous blue eyes looking straight into my eyes. I couldnt handle that kind of beauty.

Boy: My name is Matt. Whats yours?

Me: You can call me Kat.

Matt: Well Kat i'm actually very glad that i came over here other wise i would have never met you.

I just blushed and sat there giggling under my breathe. Wouldnt you?

Matt: Well can i get your number. Not because i'm trying to be straight forward o-

Me: Of course you can.

He handed me his phone and i put my number into it. He had this amazing grin on his face as i did this. He apologized for having to leave so quickly and then he left. I heard my phone ring when he left. Turns out i got a text.

?:Hope to see you soon beautiful ;) -Matt

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