Never//Cameron Boyce

Chapter 48

Do you know what its like to see some one who you havent seen for 10 years? Do you know how long I could have stayed in his arms? Do you know how badly I wanted to meet my brother properly? Do you how much it means to me that my brother is actually here in front of me? Can you even guess??!

Cameron just smiled the whole time as tears rolled down my face and wouldn't stop. This ass hole wasn't even trying to wipe the tears away and calm me down. He shall pay later. Matt was talking to Bella and trying to stop her from crying more. Kevin looked at Bella then at me. He began to laugh which made all of us look at him.
Kevin: I thought when I got here we would all talk. But instead my sisters are too busy crying.
Me: What else are we supposed to do?? I barely even know you, which is why I'm crying. And Bella hasn't seen you in so long, which is why she's crying. Sorry there's no party.
Cameron sat next to me and took my hand. He does this whenever he knows I may explode at some one. He squeezed my hand and looked into my eyes.
Me: But you do realize question will be flying all over the room, right?
Kevin: I'm ready for that.
I smirked and looked at Cameron who just nodded as if giving me a signal to let loose. Yet he held my hand still. I opened my mouth but closed it again. I didn't know where to start. What do you say to some one you barely know?
Me: Why did you leave?!? Do you realize how badly I blamed my self for you leaving? Why didn't you even come visit until now?

Everyone's eyes were on me. I guess me blurting that out so suddenly shocked everyone. Matt gave me an intense look, as if he was telling me to calm down, yet tell my feelings.
Kevin: I left because of mom and dad. Do you know what its like to have to be the perfect child? Perfect grades? Perfect girlfriend? Perfect friends? Perfect at sports? Everything perfect? I had to get away from all the pressure. I had to go before I did something.
Me: Something? As in, self harm?
He nodded his head. I looked at him and rolled up my sleeves. I showed him all of the scars I had on my arms. His jaw dropped. I pulled my sleeved down.
Kevin: Kat... Why?
Me: Well... I was bullied... Actually, I still am. Its a way to cope with it. I've been in the hospital a few times because of it.
Kevin: Kat... Do mom and dad know??
Me: Of course they do. But does it seem like they care??
Kevin: Damn Kat... I'm so sorry.
Me: Don't be. Its not your fault.
Bella sat next to me and wrapped her arms around me. I put my hands on her arms and left them there. Kevin pulled out his phone and took a photo of us. I took his phone from him wehrn he was done and looked at the picture. I set his home screen as that photo. So that he knows we are his family.
Me: Now Kevin!!! Of 10 years of not being here, I believe dinner is needed for us three?
Kevin: Nope. For everyone in this room.
Me: But... Don't the siblings need some time.
Kevin: Yeah. But if it weren't for Cameron I wouldn't be here right now. He got a hold of me and managed to get me to come.

I turned towards Cameron who was on his phone texting some one. I smiled at him and then turned back to Kevin.
Me: Thats even more a reason for it to just be us.
Kevin raised his eye brows in confusion. I felt two arms wrapped around my neck and kiss my head. I turned my head slighty before realizing it was Cameron.
Me: With this boy around I would not be able to focus on you and catching up with you...
Kevin: Alright... So then sorry Cameron.
Cameron: Its fine. I was already expecting this. So I made plans with some of my friends. I'll text you, Kat.
Me: Okay! Bye!
I watched him leave the room before standing up.
Me: Imma go change really fast. So give me a minute.
I ran upstairs and went into my closet of good clothes. I looked through the skirts, jeans, and dresses that were all in there. But only one caught my eye. It was a floral print skater dress with the back crossed like an X. I threw that on with my black Vans. Then I fixed my hair in a side braid with a bow. I smile and went down stairs to my brother and sister. Bella was smiling widely at Kevin who was making a funny face.
Kevin: Seems like we can go out to eat now!

Kevin grabbed Bella's hand then walked over to me and grabbed mine. We walked out of the house and began to walk.
Kevin: Kat, may I ask...
Me: Ask away...
Kevin: Where'd you find that boyfriend of yours??
Me: Its complicated. First he was my bully, then I began to have feelings for him, but he started dating Bella and I began dating some one else, yet we still managed to get together.
Kevin: There must have been a lot of ups and downs.
Me: You have no clue, big bro.
Kevin: B, are you dating?
Bella: Not at all. I recently got out of a relationship actually.
Kevin: Okay. And I bet your both wondering whether I'm single or not.
Me: Are you!?!
Kevin: I am not. My girlfriend is actually in New York. She goes to NYU while I go to Columbia.
Me: Dream couple right there!
Bella laughed at my comment yet also nodded her head. Kevin squeezed my hand and laughed.
Bella: So your doing well then.
Kevin: Yup. I have one more year.
Me: Then will you come back????????
Kevin: I don't know. I don't really want to see mom and dad....
Bella: They basically come twice every 5 months. And the occasional 5 times.
Kevin: That's it!?
Bella: Or if Kat... Um... End up in the hospital.
Kevin: Then I might come back.
Me: Where will you stay!?
Kevin: Well, I've been working in New York as a nurse. So I have some money saved up. Plus my girlfriend has a job with a top designer who has actually been wanting to send her to California. So we can get a house out here.
Me: And you can visit Bella and I any time!!!
Kevin: Yup. Maybe I'll call her tonight and talk to her about it. Because I actually would love that...
Me: And we could be a family again...

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So the floor beneath me is crumbling. My "best friend" is no longer my friend at all. My other friends barely even look for me. My parents are at the point where their fed up with each other. And I may have to be moving soon. So yeah, life sucks. But how's your life? I hope your all well!! So in 5 days I start high school and that's when chapters may get more school filled than love filled. So yeah.... Till the nest update... Stay beautiful ✌