Never//Cameron Boyce

Chapter 33

Read Authors Note At The End

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*Kats POV*

I called him. Of course i called him. He picked up the phone and i was speechless. I didnt know what to say which is so weird.
Matt: Hey.
Me: Hi.
Matt: What did you want to talk about?
Me: Well i was told about how lost you were with out me.
Matt: Its true.
Me: So Cameron gave me the whole-
Matt: Kat. If your only getting back with me because of Cameron. Then we shouldnt get back together at all.
Me:Matt i'm not getting back with you because of Cameron. Honestly i wanted to get back with you since we broke up.
Matt: Seriously?
Me: Of course. Matt since we have been broken up i felt this emptiness. When you left my life, it just wasnt complete.
Matt: Kat. Do you want me back? Or do you just want me back in your life?
Me: Both.Then there was a long pause. I dont know what just happened. He stopped talking and i couldnt speak. There was nothing happening.
Matt: Well we can work it out when i get back from Virginia. I need to go home, its a visit thats long over due.
Me: So your still going?
Matt: Well yeah. I need to see my friends and family.
Me: Then i'll see you when you get back in... How long?
Matt: Just a week.
Me: Then i will see you in a week!!! BYE!!!
Matt: See ya.
Then we hung up.

I smiled at Cameron. You know how in some anime's those girls tilt their heads, smile and give the peace sign. Well lets just say i may or may not have done that. Cameron laughed and nudged me.
Me: Now what do you want to do?
Cameron: Take you back to school!! You need edumacation!!
Me: Cam!! School is already over!!
Cameron: Then you'll stay here until the guys get back!!!
Me: Okay Alexander.
Cameron: Dont call me by my middle name Katherine!!
Me: How do you know my full name?
Cameron: Because i'm awesome!!
I punched his arm. Which made him wince. He punched me back. Then i bit him.
Cameron: OUCH!! DAMN IT KAT!!! Thats so not fair!!! You bit me!!
Me: Alls fair in love and war.
Cameron: I hate that line so much.
Me: What ever.
Then we stopped talking and went on our phones. Cameron took some weird photos of him self and posted them on snap chat, twitter, and instagram. How do any girls fall in love with these guys? Their so stupid, silly, out going, obnoxious. Okay how can they not?
Cameron: Come on lets take a selfie!!
Me:Never.
Cameron: But you always take selfies with Matt. What would be wrong about taking one with me?
Me: Everyone would think i'm with you...
Cameron: Okay. True. But still. Please!!??
Me Alright. If it will shut you up.
I leaned closer to Cameron and he put his arm around me. I smiled at the Cameron and so did he. i ended up putting the peace sign and Cameron took the photo. Once it was taken i went to where i was before. I scrolled through my instagram and smiled when i came across the photo of me and Cameron. I read the caption and it said:

@/CameronDallas: Love this chick!!! She is literally my lil' sis now!! No matter what i will forever love her <3

I looked at Cameron who was going through his twitter. I went over to him and pinched his cheek.
Cameron: Kat stop!!!
Me:Never big bro!!
Cameron: Your such an ass. Leave me alone!!
Me: Buh Alexander!!
Cameron: Kat stop.
My phone rings because i have a text. I stopped pinching Cameron and i grab my phone.

JJ: What did you do? Matt wouldnt stop smiling!!
Me: I do nothing... I just say lets get back together.
JJ: So you got back together?!?
Me: No.
JJ: So  wth?
Me: We hav to speak bout it. We no bck together yet!!
JJ: Why ar you speaking like a cave man?
Me: Idk. I bored. JJ COME TO NASH AND CAMS HOUSE LIKE NOWW!!!
JJ: Okay? be there in a few... Lil' weirdo.
JG: You Matt bck together.
Matt: Can you not read? Its not official.
Me: Dat sass tho!!
Matt: Sass for days.
Nash: Take ur convos to a seperate chat!!
Cameron: Nash leave them. I love the drama!!
Me: GET YOUR ASSES OVR HERE!! Cameron is boring!!!
Cameron: That hurts!!
Nash: Be right over. We're down the block.
Me: Who is driving?
JJ: Taylor.
Me: Okay good.

I shut off my phone and put my feet on Cameron. He was still texting the guys and he hadnt realized i was resting on him. The door opened and in came the rest of the guys. I jumped up from the couch and ran to them. Nash picked me up while hugging me and the rest of the guys hugged me.
Me: Now what are we going to do?
Taylor: BEACH!! I mean. Its your fave place. So why not?
Me: Okay? Some one is eager to go to the beach.
Cameron: But Kat doesnt have a suit!!
Taylor: I should have one in my room.
Me: Why?
Taylor:From all those times we went to the beach, I kept a suit here just in case you didnt have one when you come over.
Me: Aww!! Your too sweet Tay!!
I followed him to his room. Once we were inside he gave me a bathing suit. I went to the bathroom to change. The bathing suit i have to admit was actually perfect. It was a bikini of course because Taylor Michael Caniff couldnt find a good 1 piece. I walked out of the bathroom and went to the living room. All of the guys turned to look at me.
Nash: Now i see why Matt likes you staying over.
Me: Shut it Grier. And take a picture it'll last longer.
They all stopped looking at me as i put my clothes back on. But Taylor ended up stealing my shirt and putting it on. Hes a 19 year old, really?

We left  the house and i got into Taylor's car. I didnt feel like being with the rest of the guys while going to the beach.
Taylor: So you and Matt... Again?
Me: Yup.
Taylor: But you have a thing with that Boyce kid.
Me: No i dont.
Taylor: Kat really? I heard from Matt about all of the things that have happened between you and that kid. Tell me the truth.
Me: I am telling the truth. Tay he had been bullying me for years, he is the reason i cut. So how i could i have a thing with him if he made my life hell?
Taylor: Because love comes when you least expect it.
Me: Okay Gandhi. Lets just go to the beach.
Taylor: But this conversation is not done young lady.
Me: I heard this quote; "If you love two people at the same time, choose the second. Because if you really loved the first you wouldnt have fallen for the second"
Taylor: Great job using that Johnny Depp quote.
Me: Thanks. Now lets get off of the subject.
He shut up and so did i. I pulled out my journal from my bag and started to write:

Why?
Why do i seem to choose the wrong choices?
Is it just a reflex?
Is it because i dont know what the right choice is?
Or,
Is it because i have never chosen the right choice?
Am i making the right decision?
What is the right decision?
How can i ever know what the right decision is,
Without choosing the wrong one?

I stopped writing and looked at Taylor. Maybe he's right. How can a kid who yells curses in public be so deep? The kid who is wearing a girls shirt, is giving me a lecture on love. Maybe i know nothing.
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