not giving up ~ justin bieber

chapter 3: her boyfriend.

Justin's p.o.v
Why did she storm off? I can't help but wonder I mean of course she's my best friend but she's never done that be for

I kept thinking and walked back in the shower as I washed up I kept thinking

Does she like me ? I hurt myself thinking this she doesn't like me how could she ? Just because we mess around doesn't mean anything .

Few minutes later I got out of the bathroom. Put on my shirt and boxers on and than my pants.

As I walked in the kitchen my mom was standing right their. She says justin what are you doing ?

I stare at her and say nothing I got done taking a shower .

She says I have to go I just wanted to check up on you? Justin are u okay befor I go I have to talk to your manger about your next concert I see a lot of things going for you

I smile at her , thanks mom that means a lot

She smiles back any fan crushes yet?

I nodd no mom I don't but I have a celebrity crush..

I look down as she gives me stare most of the time its that disappointed stare but I wasn't sure this time she wasn't mad well she didn't look mad .

Justin . yes mom? Is it who I think it is.. You know you can't do that

Mom I understand its wrong but understand me she's gorgeous. I would never hurt her .

Yes justin I know she says . I know you won't hurt her she's a good girl but she has a boyfriend . he's famous . he could destroy your whole career .

I sit down on sofa and stares down
Yes your right I shouldn't say anything I sigh than looked at her

Justin be careful OK? Oh and usher wants to see you later today at his house do you need a ride?

No mom Ill walk it isn't that far.

Hours later I knock on ushers door.

Yo usher its me justin open up!
Usher opens the door and looks at me
Hey little man what's up?

Mom wanted me to stop by she said you needed me?

Usher says oh yeahhh come inside

I look around and I see selena and nick outside smiling at each other

I swear my heart stopped for a minute or two.

I see nick coming walking towards me

Aye what's up justin haven't seen you in a while thanks for taking care of my baby

Seconds later he kisses Selena and she smiles

But she didn't look happy not at all. I don't .understand what's going on? I just need to get away from here as soon as I can

But that didnt matter she was with him i had no chance against him I started to get mad but I just walked away from him before I did something stupid he saw anger in my eyes but he seemed really confused .

But thinking about it .. It was werid selena kept stareing at me while she was with him .. Kissing him hugging him I'm talking about everything. she looked at me as if she wanted that to be me but I just ignored it just like I gnored my feelings for her

I'm such a dumbass . I need her that should've been my girl.

Whatever . I talked to usher and than I left .