not giving up ~ justin bieber

chapter 7: again

Justin's p.o.v
Today was a stressing day I mean Selena game over and I thought I wouldn't feel what I felt before.

I thought it was all gone.

But it isn't parts of my feelings are still their.

I never really new what the right time to tell her I loved her was.

not before not today I mean I have a girlfriend now. and things aren't the same I mean I like her and everything but she just isn't Selena.

After selena left I looked at karina. and I told her. listen I have to talk to to you I tell her.

as you seen Selena's back.

she looks at me with a worried face ... Oh I see.

Baby don't be sad . I'm not going to hurt you.

I looked at her but I saw a bit of tears in her eyes.

I grabbed her and huged her so tight I could feel her heart beating.

baby this isn't ever gonna change .
I like you I tell her.

but you don't love me Justin . and I can't just sit here thinking that one day you will when you don't.

I stop hugging her and I look into her eyes.

your the right girl do u understand?

I'm not letting you go..

She busted out crying.

I know your gonna leave me for her I just know it .

I take a deep breathe and I tell her with a calm expersion on my face .

Karina. I'm not leaving you never will I ok? My heart is in your hands so don't ever think differently .

she looks at me finally with no tears in her eyes and says justin I have to go now . I'll see you soon ok:?

Soon I say?
Where are you going.

I need to get away from this I also need to think do u mind?

no not at all. be careful OK?

She walks out of the door and I walk into another . I rest for a while thinking about how my life would've been if I wasn't in love with a girl and into another I can't believe this is happening.