not giving up ~ justin bieber

chapter 5: that girl

Justin's p.o.v
I think today was the hardest day for me.

I haven't talked to her in months and I see them all over teens magazine's.

I shouldn't care but I still do and I can't lie it hurts .

I can't say she's my first love but the impact she left on me made it seem as if she was.

but their was times when I prayed to god and hoped she was my last.

But I guess nothing really happend cause she's still gone and I'm still here broken inside.

Everybody says their geting married soon but I refuse to put any mind to that. I know that I could make Her happy if she would have gave me a chance.

but that's my falut because I didn't say anything.

I should have but I didn't.

I guess that was my biggest mistakes.

Today my mom forced me to go shopping with her we aren't rich but we sure had a lot of money this time.

I mean from the concerts I had done.
I dont do it for the money thoe its all
About my fans and how they've made
Me who I am today.

I remember before I left the concert that night a girl came up to me and
Asked me what was wrong. It took me
momments to reply but I finally told
Her.

That girl was beautiful I mean straight up gorgeous . she had those big  brown eyes they kinda looked honey. She had dark brown hair but I can tell you it was really close to black. her hair was straight.  she also had an amazing smile I swear it would light up everytime she smiled .

What's her name again?? Oh yeah Karina.

I couldn't get her off my mind. She was really nice too just my type but an asshole at the same damn time but I digged that. After that I never saw her again I was gonna give her my number but she had to go.

While I was at the mall I walked out of the store and I see..

Karina!!!

I couldn't stop smiling their she is.
Its weird I haven't felt this way about another girl since selena left months ago but their she is.

I can't lie thinking about selena still hurt but I guess its time to move on.

I don't know how Karina saw me but she came up to me. Hey Justin she says I haven't seen you in months ? Sorry I had to go.

Its okay Karina you here now. She starts asking me how I been and if I saw selena and I tell her no haven't seen her in months . after that we sat down and ordered cofe at the store next door and I couldn't stop looking at her she was so beautiful. Its like her smile was taking over . i told her she was cute and she giggled and i smiled.

Momments later I see a huge line of fans running to get my autograph
I took pictures and signed their papers then I head into the car with karina and all the fans left as the car moves away.

It was unexpected but we kissesed and I loved it. We couldn't stop smiling at each other I even saw people taking pictures of us kissing but I gnored that.

I couldn't stop thinking did She really like me or was it because I was the famous Justin bieber? I started to get a headache.. I looked at her and I froze for a few minutes but I faked my smile so she wouldn't see me worried .