not giving up ~ justin bieber

chapter 9 ;

Selenas point of view :

its been several months since ive seen Justin or even heard the sound of his voice.

He tries to contact me but all I do is ignore his calls and messages because i knew that if I picked up I think I wouldn't hang up. No matter what happened I knew he was just my best friend and what I kept feeling would happened .... Now that he's with someone else he doesn't care well maybe he never did maybe it was all a lie.

I tell my self theirs no point in sitting here making myself think their hope.

Maybe I should get married maybe he just isn't the one.

For a few moments I began to wonder how different my life would have been if he showed up but I know that only happens in fairytales so I kept that to myself even though I wanted to tell Taylor I knew she'd judge me.. I knew she wouldn't let that happened she hated us being together but I never new why I just new she couldn't stand to see him close to me so she pushed me into the arms of someone else But since she was my best friend I didn't ask her why I just let it happened I let her assume I was done with him when all I wanted was for him to be in my life and I really didn't care about what she had to say but I guess.

eventually I just stopped telling her how I felt towards him. She assumed I didn't feel anything and I let her think that.

I remember seeing his face and his beautiful smile and wondering if I had the guts to leave again it was the last time I saw him I really didn't want to leave him again but my mind kept tricking my heart so I guess it made a desion to stay quite for the rest of my life even if it hurts to see the one I adore with someone else he deserved to be happy sigh I just wish he knew how I felt.

Hes My Everything But To Him Im Nothing. Words From The Wise One,

Ill be puting a picture on later today ... cause im in class and i hate downloading things on this computer pfft lol Ill also do some editing but Anyways Everybody have a good day today.