not giving up ~ justin bieber

chapter :6 mistakes

Selena's p.o.v
Today been months since I've seen my best friend justin. I miss him like crazy.

I think he's mad at me because I left without telling him and I ditched his concert with nick.. He shouldn't be mad if he had a girlfriend he would've understood why I did it. I guess that's my falut. Nick made me change my number 3 times in a month so I had no connection with justin none at all

Everytime I asked scooter or usher for his number they would hang up on me or change the subject I mean I deserve it but he's my best friend. They have to understand why I did this I mean I work with Disney so as soon as they called I had to take a flight over their as soon I could.

But nobody understands that .

Wanna know what's crszy?

People all over the world told me Justin cried because i left but I just thought they were rumors so I didn't believe a word they said.

I had to find out the truth by Justin he needs to tell me himself.

I mean come on hes just my bestfriend. we tell each other everything.

Well most things...

I called my manger and told him what i was gonna do ..

I was gonna surprise visit justin he has no idea I'm going to see him.

I just can't wait too see him !!!

~ 4 hours later~

I start knocking on the door .
But I hear nothing.

Reminds me of how much I hate knocking on his door the silence kills me.

Moment later I see justin with his shirt off and some girl with his shirt on..

I was shocked.

Nowords came out ..

Justin..??

Oh my gosh he says selena how you been I haven't seen you in months ??

Sorry Justin I tried to contact you but scooter and usher didn't want to give me your number.. I see you'r doing just fine.

Yeah I feel alot better he says smiling .

I can't believe this. I'm feeling sad again . i hate this feeling so much.

I can't I just can't do this.

I wanted to cry so badly but I held it in and just smiled .

So the rumors were true He had a girlfriend she was so beautiful too..

Justin .. Who's that.??

Oh yeah sorry that's my baby Karina.

Karina meet selena

She shakes my hand and says nice to meet you

I smile at her and she smiles back

Nice to meet you too Karina .

Wow she seems really nice too.

Why did I leave I shouldn't have left but I did and now he's happy with someone else and its because of my mistake.

. I'm so stupid I guess I just thought I didn't feel anything because I was with nick but as soon as I saw justin and karina together that just made me like him even more I don't know why maybe because I already had feelings for him .

They invited me inside and we started to talk as if I wasn't gone for months .
That made me a bit sad

They kept looking at each other and smiling.

Sometimes they would kiss too but I would look away .

They seem to really like each other I sighed and looked around . i looked anywhere I could to avoid justin and Karina kissing.

I hated it so much but I couldn't do anything to him we were been best friends but to me he was my first love.

I need to tell him how I feel.

Before its to late.

I have too.

I grabed my purse and head for the door nick was getting ready to knock.

Come on baby he says I have to take you home now its getting really late leave your car here will pick it up in the morning .

OK baby?

Ok babe I told him as we walked to his car moving slowly away from Justin's house .

Nick looks at me.

Are you okay baby?

Yes baby ... Just drive I tell him.