With a Cold Heart

Chapter 6

ㄴVeanaㄱ
"Pssst"

"Hey!"

"Puppy, wake up" I shout-whispered to the sleeping guy next to me who's still using my shoulder as his pillow. My shoulder really hurts and he's still leaning unto it.

He groaned, but he nuzzled into my neck and suddenly kissed it, which made me a bit off-guard but reminded me of something..

With his action, my eyes went wide and my cheeks were red.

With both shock and annoyance, I pushed his head and it banged into the metal beside him, creating noise.

That... woke him up.

"Ugh" He groaned and touched his head.

"What did you do to me?" He asked, pretending that it was severe.

I narrowed my eyes at him, then turned my back against him. I still couldn't beleive that he did that.

"Hey" He cooed when I didn't face him back.

"What?" I asked, bitterly still facing the window.

"Why did you bang my head?" He asked. I faced him to see him pouting with his back a little slouched.

I raised an eyebrow.

"Why don't  you find out yourself?" I, then turned my back and faced the window pane once again.

He was silent for a minute, then he spoke.

"You don't like me near you?" He suddenly asked and I could sense him pouting.

"Yeah?" I lied. It's not even the reason why I pushed him and It's not like I don't like him. I'm just uncomfortable,  especially when he reminds me of...

Nevermind.

"Oh" His tone was sad.

He was silent for a second then spoke.

"Do you like me? As a friend?" He asked hopefully.

"No?" I lied again, my tone was like I was stating the obvious.

But I wasn't.

He's actually a good 'friend'. The best friend I had in years.

But his presence was enough to make me smile, sad and annoyed at the same time.

Ugh, very confusing.

"Oh"

"Why?" That question made me think.

Why?

"It's none of your business." I stated firmly.

I heard him sigh.

"You'll get rid of me soon." I faced him.

He smiled sadly.

"Don't worry." He turned his back against me.

I stared at him, unable to say something.

I formed my lips into a straight line.

Maybe I was a little harsh, he did nothing in the past after all.

I opened my mouth to say something but nothing came out.

I sighed. This was the first time in a long time that I felt guilty.

And I wasn't happy about it.

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I sighed.

I threw the ball up only for it to fall back down.

I sighed again.

I don't know what to do.