*FEMKE'S POV*
"What did you just do?" I'm with Niall!" I told him. "Not anymore." I saw Niall standing behind me with the tears in his eyes..
"No niall please, i didn't do anything!"
"I SAW IT FEMKE! It's enough, first you're smoking with him, now you guys are kissing? Never thought that of you.."
"He kissed me ! Zayn tell him !"
" That's not true.. She kissed me!" Zayn said.
"WHAT? Why are you lying? Tell him the truth !!"
"It's the truth." Zayn answered.
I couldn't hold myself anymore and slapped him in the face.
"Stop lying, you're ruining everything! What's wrong with you?"
"I'm not gonna lie to Niall okay?" Zayn said.
"Why should he lie to me? You should stop lying Femke, it's over."
Niall left after he said that. "Why did you fucking lie to him Zayn!" I asked. "Because you're mine now." He said. "No, i'm not! I never will! What the hell are you thinking? Fuck you!" I rolled away in my wheelchair, somewhere into town. I've never been here before, i've no idea where i'm going actually. I keep smoking, cigarette after cigarette, i'm going crazy. I have no idea what i need to do. The tears keep streaming down my face, i feel people looking at me.. I'm lost, in my mind and somewhere here in Berlin. My mind keeps saying things i don't want to, but deep inside i know it's time to listen..
*NIALL'S POV*
I'm in my room thinking about what happend this day. There happend so much.. I have no idea where Femke was. I'm so mad but i still care about her. I went to Cyanne's room, maybe she saw her. I knocked on the door. "Have you seen Femke already?" I asked. "No why?" She asked confused. I explained her everything about today, about everything what happend, the kiss and the smoking thing.. Louis looked shocked. "Femke would never kiss him, she loves you Niall." Lou told me. "We need to go find her!" Cyanne screamed. "Take it easy, she can be everywhere?" I said. "You don't know what happend in her past! She has suicidal thoughts, as soon as something goes wrong.. She.. We need to find her !!" Cyanne took her jacket and rushed downstairs. Me and Louis got the other boys to help us. We ran downstairs and i ran to Cyanne. "I don't understand, what happend in her past?" I asked confused. "Her childhood was pretty tough.. When she was 13 she got raped when she walked to school.. She couldn't tell anyone because here parents didn't care about her. They never found the guy who did it, so he's still walking around somewhere. "Cyanne told me. "But her parents do care? They didn't want Femke to go on tour with us because they got worried about her?" I said. "They're not worried, they need her to clean the house and stuff. They treat her like shit, she's their slave.. Believe me, they don't care about her. Her life sucks actually.. I guess you're the best thing that's ever happend to her." Cyanne said quiet. The boys didn't know what to say.. I couldn't get a word out of my mouth.. That's terrible! "WE NEED TO FIND HER NOW!" I was going crazy.. I hope she's fine.. While we were searching for her, i didn't gave Zayn a single look. I still don't know what i had to believe.
"Tell me the truth Zayn."
"Sorry.."
"What sorry? So Femke was right..?"
"Yeah.."
"Why Zayn? Dude, you're one of my best friends how could you! If something happend to her, i'll never forgive you !!"
"I'm sorry.. I just like her.."
"She mine okay, i swear if something happend to her.."
"Don't say that, it will be fine."
"How can you say that? We don't even know where she is !"
"Calm down Niall.."
"No !! It's all your fault! If you'd be honest from the start she wouldn't ran away !"
I just walked away from him, what's his fucking problem.. I'm running around in Berlin with the rest of the boys and Cyanne. No sign of her, just nothing. I'm so worried, i'll never forgive myself if something happend to her.. I checked my phone every second to see if she texted me, i checked my twitter every minute to look if someone tweeted about her. But still nothing. It's like she disappeared from the world, like she's not here anymore. "Head up mate, we'll find her!" Liam comfort me. "I'm not sure about that.." I sighed. Liam smiled and give me big hug. He's the best in giving hugs i think. "Thanks Liam, love you mate." He smiled and said "Love you to little one." I sat myself down on a bank. I couldn't do it anymore, i just wanted to know where she was. "Get up Niall, we have not much time!" Cyanne screamed at me. "I can't go on Cyanne, i'm sorry." I said quiet. "C'mon Niall, you have to, do it for her!!"
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My parents don't treat me like a slave and i'm never been raped ! just saying haha :p
