Chapter 8.

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❀Ryan's POV❀

After dropping Alyssa off at home, I had to make one more stop. I pulled up to an all too familiar house. I got out of the car and walked up the front porch steps as they creaked. I took the key off of the top of the door frame and unlocked the rusty door. It was a mess. Toys were scattered everywhere and empty baby bottles were in piles around the room. There was a strong stench of baby powder as I made my way to a small room.

"Ryan."

I turned to see the girl I had once loved standing in front of me. "Erm... Alicia hey," I stammered. I put my hands in the front pocket of my jeans and looked at the floor. "Can I see her?"  I heard her feet shuffle around the room a bit and I looked up to see beautiful brown eyes looking into mine.

"Daddy I missed you," the little girl said as she hugged my legs. My daughter, Chloe. I picked her up and kissed her cheek. No one knows about her. She's 2 years old and I've kept her a secret for so long. It was 2 and a half years ago. Just a summer fling.. so I thought..

*FLASHBACK*

I walked down the beach in my cargo shorts and white t-shirt. I felt someone bump into me and I staggered trying not to fall.

"Watch it!" I yelled at the person. I looked down to see a beautiful girl on the floor. She had long dark hair and dark green eyes. She was dressed in tan shorts and a white v-neck. She stood up and brushed off her knees.
"Sorry," she muttered as she turned to walk away. I grabbed her hand.

"Wait, can I buy you some coffee or something? I'm Ryan,"  I said while still holding her hand. She looked at me confused but it went away as she began to smile.

"Um.. yeah sure. Im Alicia."

"Great."

*5 months later*

"RYAN STOP," Alicia giggled as we walked alongside eachother, laughing. I was tickling her to the floor while she gasped for air.

"Say you love me, and this can be over," I said with a smug look still tickling her. She laughed harder.

"Okay, Okay. I....Love.......YOU!!" she said as she screamed the last part, connecting our lips. I felt sparks gong through me as she wrapped her arms around me.

"And I love you gorgeous," I said while picking her up.  I carried her to a small hotel room I had paid for. Tonight was the night. I was laying in the bed as she climbed on top of me. I turned us over. "You sure you ready?"  She nodded her head slowly.

After making love, I collapsed next to her and kissed her lips. "I love you so much baby girl."

"I love you too Ryan."

*2 weeks later*

"Babe, you need to come over right now. I have something to tell you," I heard Alicia say over the phone.

"Okay I'll be there in 10," I said as I hung up the phone. My mind filled with curiosity as I got into the car and made my way towards her house. When I got there, I took the key from the top of the doorframe and opened the door to see Alicia sitting on the couch with tears in her eyes. "Babe what the hell happened?"

"You didn't use a condom did you?"

"Babe what are you talking about?"

"Ryan.. I'm.. I'm pregnant," she stammered as she burst into tears. I felt my whole world collapse and my heart jump out of my throat with those very words. I stood up from the couch.  "Where are you going?" she asked with tears welled up in her eyes.

"I'm not ready to be a dad. I'm only 15 Alicia," I stammered as I held onto the couch for support. "You can't tell anyone about this. Please. I'll try to get you money every week but I can't be a dad. I just can't."

With that I walked straight out of the house. Never seeing her again until the baby was born. I see her every 3 weeks. Or I try too. Walking out on her though, the girl I loved, was the worse mistake I've ever made.

*END OF FLASHBACK*

As I put Chloe down so she could play, I noticed Alicia staring out the window.  I slowly approached her. When she realized I was coming closer she backed away from me. "Im sorry," I whispered.

"You're sorry? You're sorry? Really? Well I'm sorry Ryan but sorry doesn't make up for the 9 months I sat alone, waiting on this baby not knowing when the fuck she could come out! Sorry doesn't make up for the one year you lost being with your daughter! And sorry definitely doesn't make up for the millions of pieces you broke my heart into!! I gave you my virginity because I loved you! I trusted you! I was only 16 too you know ?" she yelled as she burst into tears, collapsing on the floor. I sat down on the floor with her and put my arm around her. "Don't touch me!"

I flinched. I really broke her. I don't regret anything more then doing this to her or putting her in this position. I slowly got back up and kissed Chloe on the cheek telling her I loved her as I put her back down. I walked out of the house knowing damn well, I was still madly in love with her.

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