In Another Life (Raulson Fanfic)

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Lying in a bed of lush, Eden-green grass basked in the sun. I closed my eyes and feel the warm, gentle breeze caress my skin.

I know this place so well, for this is our humble sanctuary.

I know the place by heart, that even if I close my eyes and see nothing but darkness, the picture of the field's lush, emerald green grass blanketed by daffodils and daisies is all that I can see whenever I lay right next to you.

Do you remember the first time that we met?

I saw you lying at the same spot, the same spot where you're lying in right now.

I startled you and I saw the fear in your enticing, ocean-blue eyes. You told me not to hurt you, and I assure you that I wasn't going to, you were fragile and delicate like the daffodils and daisies in this open field. 

It took me long to convince you, you even throw your shoes at me as I was approaching you. I still laugh at that memory, but along with that laughter; there's the certain kind of sadness that makes me feel so empty, I feel as though my heart has been stabbed repeatedly by a ragged dagger coated with a snake's venom. I'm already in so much hurt and pain but it doesn't stop there, for it's slowly killing me inside as well.

I can still remember everything that had happened after that day, we became friends, best-friends and slowly, we found ourselves falling in love with each other.

Everything was so perfect, when you told me you're falling for me because I felt the same way. But, just like what they've said, everything that falls break and we're a perfect example of two broken hearts that were trapped inside their own prison walls.

We can't be together, you fear for the worst for me and I fear for the worst for you.

I opened my eyes and reminisce on the wonderful memories that we shared together in this safe place.

When we ran, danced, shared our dreams and rolled in the grass as we laugh our hearts out after chasing each other; barefoot through the flowers. When we laid in the grass and held onto each other's hand, looking up to the sky as we watched the clouds roll by.

When you mutter your first, I love you.

And I answered back, I love you too.

When we shared our first kiss as the day gives way to the night.

And when you finally bid, your last goodbye.

The winds murmur against my ears and how I wish it's your voice that I hear.

I sat up and picked up two daisies before standing up to lay next to you.

"I'm sorry." I whispered as I turned sideways and put the flowers down on your grave.

Tears fell from my eyes as I couldn't suppress all of these emotions that I am feeling inside.

I want to tell you a lot of things, but I was too late, you're gone and I couldn't turn the time back to hold you once again in my arms.

Without you, I am nothing. I am empty without you. Everyday I wake up holding on to the memories that we had, the precious memories that I will keep inside my heart, forever.

You're the only light and the spark that drives me to get through the darkest of days.

And now that you're gone, I don't know where I am at. I don't know who I am. I don't know how to live, for my life has been always about you ever since the first day that I've met you.

I love you, Misty Day.

Always.

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Author's Note: I'm so excited for this :)

Hope you guys liked it.

I love you all. :)