Ambiguous Gestures

Chapter 1 * Unsaid Thoughts *

Author's Note

Hey guys! This is my first ever story. I hope you'll like it as much as I like writing this one. :) Hehe!
Anyways, I just wanna say that this story is UNEDITED, so please understand if ever you'll encounter wrong grammars and spellings.
Another thing is, please don't ever plagiarized my story, okay?
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Lencey Nightley

Being in love with someone who doesn't even know you is the most hurting feelings in the world. You always see his face, his smiles, his friendly gestures to everyone and his mesmerizing eyes. But, all you can do is to watch him from afar, cause you know you're just a mere nobody while he's a great somebody.
Yes, I am referring to myself. I am in love with someone who doesn't even know me, oopps.. I'm wrong. Let me rephrase it. I am inlove with someone who doesn't remember me at all. Or, worse, who doesn't even know me at all.
I am Delencey Nightley. I am 19 years old. I am a naive girl. I love reading books, especially novels that has a happy ending. Playing guitar and writing songs, putting all my deepest feelings through songs. These are the things that I really love. Yes, you can say that I am a hopeless romantic. I am still waiting for that someone to notice me even just for a second... But I think it's impossible.
He's the most popular guy in our university. He has everything what every girl dreams : popularity, looks, intelligence, attitudes. Everything about him is perfect.
I met him before when I was still in high school. He was my first guy friend. I don't like getting close with guys before, but, when I met him my views got changed all of a sudden. He's very kind and a caring friend to me. He's always there when in times of trouble. He never left me alone even once. That time, I could feel something in my heart. Something that I couldn't figure out. I thought, it's just nothing, but day by day, I just found myself feeling so incredibly happy when I'm with him and feeling so lonesome when he's not there. It's too late when I realized that I was already in love with him. I didn't get the chance to tell him how I feel. Cause, that time, he's already popular. I couldn't get closer to him anymore. Our friendship wasn't working. Though, he still tried his best to be with me, but still, his fan girls always following him wherever he goes. That's why, he decided to stay away from me, cause he said that he doesn't wants to see me being bullied by his fan girls. I was hurt that time, cause it seems like he's just showing that he couldn't stand with me anymore. He couldn't protect me anymore. Besides, how could someone like me being so special when in fact I was and I am a nobody while he's a somebody. From that day on until now, we never talk, we never see each other and we never ever said "hi" or "hello ". I was alone for so long, until when I reach in college, I've met my crazy friend, Allison Willows . She's the only friend I have until now. Without her, I am so damn lonely.

It's my first day of my junior year in college. I am not that so excited anymore. The routine is just the same as before.
I was in the hallway walking when I heard girls screaming.

" oh my gosh!! He's here! "
" where?? What the hell?!! He's soooo hot!! "
"kyaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!"

When I tried to look on what they're screaming for, I saw him. Smiling handsomely with his friends. Waving his hands to all the girls he passes by. Girls' screaming even become louder when he walked along the hallway. I was standing absentmindedly when I heard my phone rings. It was Allison calling. I ran immediately to my room without even looking back at him.

Aaron Carven

Being distant with the one you love is the most painful feeling in the world. You want to be with her. You want to talk to her every time you see her. You want to protect her. You want to hold her and never let her go. But, all of these things are just part of my imaginations, it's impossible for me to make these things happen. She's a simple girl while I'm a sophisticated guy. She doesn't like me at all. She's living in a humble-normal life while I'm the opposite, I am living with full of extravagant things ...and, I don't like it.
I am Aaron Carven. I am 20 years old. You can say I'm lucky cause I have these things that normal guys don't have, but, I'm gonna say you're wrong. I may have luxury, extravagance, popularity and all, but these things are all useless for me. I may have these things but I don't have the girl that I am dreaming and wishing for. I can't be with her. Because of these, I lost her. I wasn't able to protect her. I was a damn asshole for leaving her like that. I was so stupid for doing that to her. Until now, I am still blaming myself for what had happened.
Watching her from afar really kills me. She's so lonely that time, I know she really needed me. But, instead of wiping her tears away, I let her cried. I miss her so much, that day and night I can't stop thinking about her. Is she reading right now? Is she happy right now? Did she misses me also? Arrgghh!! I hate myself! It's really all my fault.