Ambiguous Gestures

Chapter 6 * Change and Confession *

Author's Note

Hey guys!  This chapter is also unedited. I wrote half of this chapter when I was riding a jeepney. :3 So please bear with it if ever there are some errors.
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Lencey Nightley

I've made up my mind. I need to move on and just buried this raging love I felt for Aaron. I know, never in a million years he will also like me back. How could someone like him would love a nobody like me.

I looked at myself in the mirror. I have this bluish kind of eyes that other girls don't have. A lot of my classmates before back in highschool envied me because of my eyes. They said that this is one of my best assets.

I have a very unique beauty. But then, I just don't know how to act like a real girl. Besides, no matter what I do , I couldn't imagined myself to act like a girly-girl.

Well, it's not bad to dress up into something new and nice. Better than my usual boyish style.

This is it!  I thought to myself. This will be my way of moving on. Making myself better than before.

I opened my closet and looked for something nice and unique to wear.

Honestly, I have a lot of nice clothes and dresses. My mom used to buy those clothes before. She always told me to wear something better than what I usually wear.

I'm not a lesbian or something like that. I'm just so comfortable in wearing loose shirt and baggy jeans. Because, whenever I wear something like that, no one will notice me.

I'm not used being the center of attention. But, right now, everything will be change. I have to face the consequences of changing my style. I will be no longer the Invisible Delencey Blaire Nightley.

This was the hardest part of being a girl, you had a difficult time choosing what to wear.

It took me almost half an hour before I was able to choose what to wear. I ended up with Black sleeveless with matching white blazer. Fit skinny jeans and a black pair of wedge.

When I looked at myself in the mirror again, I was so surprised to see a different version of me.

I never thought I could be like this. Not to boast around, I looked really amazing with my new style.

Only my hair was left unfixed. So, I decided to curl it.

After that, everything was totally perfect. I smiled as I was looking myself in the mirror for the finishing touches.

You can do it Lencey. I thought to myself.

I went downstairs to wait for Aaron in the living room. Since, he texted me to wait for him so that we can go together to school.

After a minute, someone knocked on the door and I knew already it's him.

When I opened the door, I saw a Greek god standing in front of me. He looked so fresh and I could smell his masculine scent. His brownish hair was little bit messy but it made him even more handsome.

Oh god Delencey!  Get a grip of yourself! 

But, as I observed him, he looked so dazed, so I told him.

" You look so daze. "
" You look so great today. " he said, still looking intently at me.

I felt my blood was rising to my face. I knew, I was blushing again.

" h-huh?  Uh..  Thanks. "

My goodness!  I was stuttering!  Lencey,  you need to move on!