Ambiguous Gestures

Chapter 4 * Chained The Hearts *

Lencey Nightley

I was so furious about what happened awhile ago! It's not that I'm being nonsense or whatever, it's just that he didn't do it heartily, he just did it because he wanted me to appreciate what he did to those leeches.

I'm not like that. I'm not the coward, chicken girl anymore. I survived being bullied by his fan girls before. I don't want someone will step up on me.

I learned how to be brave and how to be strong. Because, not all the time someone will be there for me to save me. I don't want to rely my protection on someone. I want to protect myself.

No matter how many times people will promise you that they will be always there for you ,they will still break their promises and they'll leave you alone.

It's like a natural happenings. Someone will promise, and then someone will believe, after that someone will leave and someone will get hurt.

What Aaron did awhile ago breaks my heart. He doesn't care at all. I know, he wants to save me from those annoying leeches. But, I didn't expect that he wanted something in return.

I thought everything will be fine. I was wrong. I feel like there's something wrong with our closure again.

I thought I'll be having a good day here in Pearl Garden Beach Resort, it only makes me feel so frustrated.

I am in the VIP room, lying in this comfortable bed while looking at the ceiling. The ceiling has a nice design. It was being painted with a clear sky with birds flying.

I wonder how it feels like a bird. I wonder how it feels like to fly and touch the sky. I want to be free from these stressful happenings right now and feel all the tranquility of the world.

I deeply sighed. My mind is still on the whimsical thinking when someone knocks on the door.

" just a sec. " I called out.

When I opened the door, I was surprised to see the guy that I'm not yet ready to see.

" Can we talk? " he asked seriously
" Can we just do it later? My head is still aching, I think I need to rest first. ' I said tiredly

He didn't said anything. He just looked at me pleadingly. I looked away cause seeing his eyes like that makes my heart wants to melt.

" You can go now. I'll just see you later."

I was about to close the door when he blocked the door strongly.

" Lencey, please. I can't do these! I can't bear any second not to talk to you. I'm sorry for being a jerk again. I didn't mean it. I don't want something in returned to what I've just done awhile ago . I just want you to be happy. I hate it, really hate it when someone says something bad behind your back. I just can't help it. Can you blame me for that? I just hope you'll forgive me. "

I was so shocked and overwhelmed from what I've heard. Aaron looks so serious. I could see in his purplish eyes the sincerity and sadness, all so visible to see from his mesmerizing eyes.

He took me by surprise. He suddenly holds my shoulder and let me faced to him. Right now I can really feel all the electricity running through my veins.

His face so perfect to see, like a blue sky that's so perfectly amazing. He has a long eye lashes and a perfect nose with a kissable lips. I wonder how it feels like to touch that lips of him.

Oh my gosh! I'm getting crazier! Delencey! You're being a bad girl! My god! This is not a good sign!

I didn't realized I was shaking my head involuntarily, that made Aaron looked at me confusingly.