That Heart Is So Cold

Part 9

It wasn't until 9 I am I walked into the apartment and realise Eren wasn't there, or I didn't at first but after calling his name a few time and walked into the bedroom and nothing was there.

Did something happened after I left yesterday? Had he got mad at me?
Where else could he be? He didn't know the district's very well and he haven't got anywhere else to stay what I know.
Had he got upset?
Was there actually any meaning behind that kiss?
Did he decide I was a jerk and got back to Germany?
Did he have enough of me and sleept over at Hanjis? She always seemed to have a liking for him. Tch.
Leaving without saying goodbye, what a douch.
Did I really mean so little to him?
Why should I care!
He's just a ignorant brat anyway!!

I picked up my phone to call Hanji, maybe they did talk after I left.
I called her and let the phone go through. No answer.
I called again.
"Moshi-Moshi ?" The voice was sleepy.
"It's Levi"
"Oh Hi Levi!" Her voice immediately cheered up.
"What can I help you with at this hour? Solved the problem with Eren and Yukine yestetday?"
"Huh? Eren?"
"Eren followed you yesterday? You haven't seen him?"
"...."
"Oh god Levi..!!"
I hung up and hurried quickly out, I tried to call him but no response.
Maybe Yukine?
I tried that to but no response either, oh right she had her phone at my apartment after she dropped it.
Where could he be?

I sat in the part, together with a lot of temples. I was really really cold but I couldn't give up about finding Levi.
I just needed a small break.
I feelt the phone buzzing.
It may be Levi! I picked up the phone and it was Levi, but Yukines phone.
Yeah.. right..
He probably needed to solve it with Yukine first.
I was suppose to answer when I hesitated. He didn't want to talk to me. He wanted to talk to Yukine.
I am not Yukine.
I shouldn't get into this, I thought and put the phone down again.

He doesn't want to talk to me.
I stood up and started to walk back they way I came from.
He doesn't like me.
My hands had become red but I didn't feel anything anymore but it was hard to move my fingers.
He didn't want me there in the first place.
I got down from the temples.
I should ju-
"Ouff" some one bumpt into me and I got to the ground.
"Oh sumi..mas..e. .."
It was a girl voice and I looked up.
It was Yukine.
I was about to get up when I felt something missing from my pocket, her phone.
I looked around, it had fall to the ground, I quickly took it.
"Ano... I remember you"
"Uhm.. well.. I.."
Her face then became unpleased. Fuck.

"You where the one that kissed Levi..!! Baka!!" She looked mad at me. She was pretty good at english for someone who isnt good at english.
"I can explain, he didn't do a-"
"Is that my phone?"
I looked at the phone in my hand.
"Did you take my phone too !!?"
She quickly took it from my hand.
"Oui, what's happening? Nande Yuki?"
Yukine quickly looked around and I did the same, Levi where there.
I felt myself hold my breath and hide my face with my jacket.
"Huh, nani?"
"Is it..." I felt him pause and I quickly got up.
"Eren !"
I quickly run away.
I didn't want to talk to him, he didn't want to talk to me.
"Eren!!"
I felt my eyes tear up, why was this hapening? Why did I feel so sad?
"Eren Jeager !!"