That Heart Is So Cold

Part 19

I snuck into the appartment late that Saturday night, the door to the balcony stood open and music came from the speaker, it was pretty cold and I quietly untied my shoelaces and glide out from my thin jacket, placing my shoes neatly beside the wall before walking to the kitchen.
I thought I would get something before I went to bed but before I opened the fridge I saw Levi asleep on the couch. He looked..very adorable. His hair a bit messy and spreak over the pillow, his shirt slighyly dragged up over his stomach.

I got closer to him, sitting beside the couch and turned of the speaker, I could hear small sounds from his breath when the music got turned of. Something smelled was that...smoke? Yeah I think so, from Levi? What had he done today?
He looked a bit troubled but honestly thats pretty much what he looks most of the time.
I went up again to go and take something to eat again.
I didn't find anything I wanted while scanning the fridge so I decided to just grab a apple instead. The kitchen wasn't really that impressive but it was more messy then it used to be.

A pile of dirty dishes, a shopping bag that was half empty, didn't see it this morning.., some trash like old plastic from candy and empty packages and just random stuff all over the counter. Didn't he like to clean or something? This would be heaven for him to do today. I looked at my phone; 23:57 light up on the screen, I had time to take care of it, I thought before putting on hot water.
It took maybe twenty minutes to clean anything and I pushed some things out of the way to put a towel so the dish could dry. Not my best idea, something falled on the floor, I quickly looked at Levi but it didn't seem to have woke him up.
I sighed and bent down to pick the things down.

Fork.., nearly empty chocolate.., post-it notes.., a packed of..cigarettes?
I'm not that stupid.
Levis breath + open balcony door + cigarettes = Levi. Is. Smoking.
I never seen him do it before, I flipped it over to check the date, it was bought four months ago, doesn't seem like he's an addict then anyway.

I put everything back on the table, collecting all the trash and putting out the dish to dry. I thought he had work on Saturdays? I mean, he works in a pub after all. The thought hadn't more then crossed my kinda before a alarm started of from the living room and a tired groan was heard. I realised I had hold in the cigarettes the whole time and quickly hide then behind my back, great, he'll never find them there, really Eren?

After some fumbling the alarm was of and Levi was out in the kitchen. He looked at me for a while before speaking "Eren" "..yeah?" He didn't say anything more he just walked into the bedroom, I thought the conversation was over but it didn't take long before he showed up again. This time in really slim black jeans and a white shirt that was buttoned down to the middle of his chest, I swallowed.

"Are you coming or what?" He said after glaring at me for a while.
"Coming ?" "Yeah" "why would I come with you?" He dragged a hand through his hair "Cause you have been staring at me seence I walked out and you didn't seem to mind seeing me dancing the last time."
"What so y-" "Yes"
"I thought you said you only jumped in sometimes?"
"Do you mind" it was more a observation then a question.
"No" shit "I mean-"
"Good, now put on a pair of shoes and watch your flatmate pole dance" he said before disappearing out in the hall.

"I can't get in" I figured out after a while. "Hm?" He mumbled from the hall. "I'm not twenty one"
He just snorted "You're with me kido" he said. I walked out in the hall to put my clothes one.
"So you think you can just get me in?" "Yeah pretty much" he put on a black leather jacket. "Isn't that a bit arrogant?" "I work so I get what I want green-eyes, and if I want you to see my ass grinding against a pole you are going you're going to see my ass grinding against a pole." He replied before grabbing his keys and walking out of the door.
'I would much rather stay at home and see you grinding at something else' my mind had got the time to think on the seconds it took for me to follow him, my hand paused on the handle when I realised what had gone through my mind.

"Hey are you coming !??" Levis voice ekooed up the stairs.
"Uh yeah !" I yelled back, closing the door, pushing further thoughts away from my mind.