Love will remember - A Phan Lovestory

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SONG RECOMMENDATION
 Cinema Bizarre - Angel in Disguise (Nightcore)  

*Phil P.O.V*

I was walking fast towards the counter at the hospital. There was a woman reading magazines standing on the other side. She looked over at me, and I told her i was there to visit Dan, and she led me to his room. I took a deep breath and clenched my fist. She opened a door and i stopped. My heart was beating rapidly. She looked at me with compassion and said 'It gets better, you know. Get in there and see him.'

I was breathing heavily as i walked over in front of the door with my eyes shut. I opened my eyes and my heart dropped when i saw him. I immediately started crying. He was just lying there so peacefully, as nothing was wrong. If we weren't at a hospital i would've assumed he was okay. The bruises were faded away, but there was still marks everywhere across his face. I grabbed the nearest chair and sat down.

I could not believe it. I was in the same room as Dan. I tried to blink away the tears, but it only made them fall down my cheeks. I rubbed my eyes and stood up and got closer to Dan. I glanced at him for a few seconds before i kissed him lightly on his forehead. "I love you, Dan."

It was getting darker outside. I had been staring at Dan for hours with in-between cries. Being alone with Dan in this depressing room was dragging my mind to the dark place. The walls were plain white. The only color besides white were the blue chairs in the room. A loud yawn escaped my mouth. I felt my eyes shut as i laid back in the chair. I took a deep breath and let myself drift away.

*Dan P.O.V*

The car had hit me hard, and had flunked me hard on the ground. My hips was burning. It was hard to breathe. A man came running from the car that had hit me. "Oh my god! Are you okay?! I'm so sorry!" He screamed in fear. I was too injured to even speak. I made a slight movement with my hand, trying to signalize that he had to call an ambulance. He ran around in circles with his hand over his head. Thankfully, an older lady came in my direction. She pushed me over so i could breath better.

 Then she flicked out her phone and called an ambulance. She was quite calm. I, on the other hand was crying my eyes out and looking in every direction. I heard a loud siren and moved my head so i could face the way it was coming from. I saw the ambulance. Besides it i saw a man with black hair and a familiar jacket in my direction. It was Phil. I reached out my hand towards him. I tried to stay awake, but blood dripping from my forehead into my eyes made it hard to see, and i eventually closed my eyes. I felt like i had a long dream, until I was certain about the fact that i could not wake up. 

Time passed in what felt like forever. I eventually moved to this stage where i was awake, but could not open my eyes or move my body. I could hear people talking around me. I suddenly heard a familiar voice. A deep, shaking voice, asking the doctor if i was okay. I knew about right away that voice belonged to Phil. I tried to rip myself out of the bed i was laying in, to no success. I remember seeing light flash in front of my eyes,  and I remember seeing things which an conscious person should not be able to see. 

My imagination was coming to life, and there was nothing i could to stop it. I could wake up and realize it was just a dream, but no. There was no way out of this. I heard the door open and close. A dark, well sounding, voice mumbling something. I guess it was the doctor, because later i realized just what he said. "He is in a coma. He does not have any interior bleeding or broken bones. But he may suffer from memory loss. So if he ever wakes up, he still has a small possibility to lose his memory." 

I heard possibly my mom, cry violently. And a sigh coming from the doctor. I cleared my mind to try to hear if Phil was anywhere near. I instantly heard him crying. It hurt to hear the people i love to be in pain. All because of me. Even though i did not run over myself, i was not even trying to debate with myself whether is was my fault. Blaming myself was something i was best at. 

"Phil.... Please.. don't give up on me..." i thought as i laid there. If only i could move my hand to stroke Phil's cheeks, and dry his tears away. But i couldn't. Why this happened i did not know. Fast forward through loud sobbing and violently cries, the room was suddenly empty. I heard no one around me, and god how i wished i could open my eyes and see if anyone was there. I heard footsteps closing in on me. I was very intimidated by this, because there was nothing  i could possibly do. But i felt a strong relieve as I felt Phil's lips pressed against mine. "I love you Dan. I always will... please get better soon." he told me, with deep pain in his voice. He eventually left the room, and i was left alone once again. 

During my 'coma' it felt like i was flying. I had no weight, no inertia, no worries. I could go anywhere I wanted to, do anything I wanted to. The one thing I remember wanting the most was to go home, and face him again. I moved on to this whole world inside my mind. Where the only thing there was me. I was locked inside a white cushioned room. I could not see anything. And i stayed there for as long as i could remember. I begged myself not to forget him, but i forgot that too. 

I saw a strong light. I slowly opened my eyes and stared blankly a man standing at my bedside. He was a young man possibly around age 25.

"Hello, Dan," the man said with a smile, and tears in his eyes. But, as i tried to make sense of who he were, the harsh realization began to sink in - i didn't have a clue. I responded with the most obvious question at the time. "Who are you?" The man slightly jumped with shock in his eyes.  At that very moment, a woman and a boy walked into the room. They looked familiar, but yet so unknown to me. None of this made any sense. I had absolutely no recollection of who they were and I couldn't help but feel scared and confused. A nurse walked into the room and asked me a lot of questions. I tried hard to answer them all, but some things i just couldn't answer.

I told her i had been in a car crash but the details were sketchy. I had been on my way home, on a quiet road, when  a vehicle collided into me. I'd woken up to find a black hole in my life. The doctor tried to reassure me everything would be all right but I was scared to death. I felt a massive void and despite the things everyone began telling me about my life. It was all so unbelievable. Apparently this woman was my mother, and the boy was my brother. The tall man with the black hair and pale skin was named Phil. In every word he was beautiful. He hesitated to tell me who he was, but told me he was his best friend. He looked down on his feet, and i felt guilty for not knowing who he was. 

The doctor reassured me and the other people in the room that my memory loss was a common side-effect of serious head injuries and that it was highly likely it would return in time. I looked over at the man that i had woken up to. His ice blue eyes shined with tears in his eyes. He stared intensely towards me, making me slightly intimidating. He brushed it away with a smirk and a tear rolling down his cheek. He ran his fingers through his hair and reveled some dark circles around his eyes. All though i did not know him, he seemed like an interesting person. I pushed the thoughts away and tried to recall any memories, to no success. The only thing i could think of was Phil. 

Eventually it was on time to leave the hospital. I had to choose whether i was going to live with the woman and the boy or my best friend. I had apparently lived with Phil before, and since all my things was there, i made my choice. I was living with Phil. My 'mother' got even sadder, but the doctor insured her that my decision would be the best one. I hoped i would get my memories back soon. Until then i just had to live with Phil. If i was happy about it, i did not know. But there we were, on our way back to the apartment.

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