So yeah... here we are, the moment of the year I'm the most afraid of. I'm not trying to get attention, just wanna tell people what's going on right now. SO the uploads are falling in numbers, I'm so sorry about all that, and I'm so sorry that I haven't been active that much. But the main reason is that, I'm in that state of winter depressions, and I'm not literally depressed, I'm just not feeling well about my feelings. I often overthink normal stuff, normal thoughts turn to sad thoughts, to angry thoughts, to hateful thoughts and it ends at pained thoughts. It hurts to tell people this, and the bad thing is I've only told Nova about it. But I feel like you guys deserve to know it before anyone else. You mean that much to me... And I'm blessed with having all of you, you're not just friends, you're like sisters and brothers. I'm so glad you're all here to read my stories, and I'm so happy to have all of you.
I just wanted to let you know that this is how it feels. School is also dragging me down, it's just all a big blurr of word and stories. Just all a big mix of emotions and pain, it hurts even to think what I have to write. And I don't want my emotions to take over My Sister's Love. That's why I'm not writing that much in the changing times. So I'm going to have to make a bigger time skip in MSL, just so I'm writing future and not past. I know it sounds odd but yeah....
I mostly think I'm going to fully back in December, so Christmas time!!
I wanna have a yearly time, so that I can be able to follow this year. Besides of that I've started to write a different story, I'm not going to publish it on Wattpad, but I want to publish it as a book you can buy. It's call Mage Eyes, and I'm not going to spoil anyhing yet, but I think it's going to be awesome. This doesn't mean I'm giving up on Wattpad, I just want to have something to the future. That's another thing, the future. I'm almost done with school, and I have no clue what to do after that, I have no clue at all. I wanna be a writer, but my parents doesn't aprove of it. And I don't know what to do with my life yet, I'm afraid to fall behind, not even realizing that I have fallen behind. But I'm too afraid to tell anyone, I hate to worry people so I keep it to myself, and honestly I'm glad I've told you guys. I thankful to have all of you, every single person our there. I'm glad that I can call you My Glisters.
-Karen <3
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My Sisters' Love
FanfictionKaren... That's my name, all I remember. I open my eyes, like every day when I wake up. I'm an orphan, a no name as someone would call me. I fall back into my bed. I look at the ceiling, the white, cold surface... Karen lost her family five years ag...
