50 Shades of Dallas (Cameron Dallas)

Gone

A/n PAY ATTENTION this chapter skips a lot of dates.

"Oh Cameron... I don't know." I say honestly. I honestly do want to marry him but let's see how far I can push him.

He frowns and licks his lips. Slowly he closes the ring box and he tucks it away in his back pocket. "I love you." I say before pressing my lips to his.

It's almost Christmas, I think to myself. That's when I'll give him my answer. The kiss we share sends sparks throughout my body. God I truly loved this man.

Nov. 19

I run to the bathroom as fast as I can again and hurl. I've had the worst morning sickness lately. I also have to pee a lot and I know these are all signs of pregnancy, and I have a test in my purse I'm just waiting.

I check my watch. 4:56 am. Cameron's still asleep in his room I imagine. I slept in my room ever since I've been getting these symptoms. I know he's upset by it but I don't want to tell him yet.

I decide to go back to my room and grab the test out of my purse. As I head back to the bathroom I hear footsteps. I tip toe all the way to the bathroom and quickly step in shutting the door.

I slide my pants down and sit on the toilet. I uncap the pregnancy test and stick it down by my pee hole. I sigh as I tinkle on the plastic end.

When I'm finished I cap the test and wait. And wait. And wait. And wait.

Nov. 19 8:03 pm.

"Cameron..." I say swallowing another bite of green beans. "Hmm." He hums. My palms begin to sweat as he looks at me. It's now or never.

"I'm pregnant..."

His eyes shoot to mine. Then he relaxes and laughs for a moment. "Good one." He says taking another bite of his lasagna.

"Cameron I'm serious." I say and pull out the test, showing him. He stands and quickly grabs his coat. "Where are you going?" I ask tears pricking my eyes.

Did he not want kids? Did he not want me? I know that it's too soon for both of us but he can't just leave.

"Out for a while." He says sternly. "Can't we talk about this please?!" I beg him not to go. "Later we'll talk." And with that he runs into the elevator.

"Cameron please don't go." I beg getting up from my seat and heading towards the elevator. "Stop." He says sounding so dominant. I stop and let a tear slip down my face.

I could tell he was angry. He was really angry and I'm not sure if he's ever coming back.

I watch the elevator doors close again, carrying him down and down. God knows where he's going to go. Instead of worrying about him I clean up our dinner mess.

Then I begin to worry about him. Where would he be going? Especially this late at night. What if he's going to see her? That fucking Mrs. Robinson. I hated her guts.

I decide to shoot Cameron a quick text saying I love him and goodnight. After that I head upstairs to Cameron's room. On the back of his door is a full length mirror.

I stand in front of it and turn sideways, rubbing my belly. Somewhere in there, there is a little blimp, growing.

Nov. 20 3:04 am. (The next day)

I awake to the elevators 'ding' it makes when the doors open. I climb out of Cameron's bed and sneak downstairs. I peek around the corner to see a half drunk half sober Cameron wobble in.

Okay so maybe he's more drunk than sober but he's pretty stable. I watch as he throws his jacket on the couch along with his keys.

I walk to him slowly and cautiously. "Where were you?" I ask curiously. "I was out." He replies. His voice is even huskier than usual.

"With her?" I ask referring to Mrs. Robinson.

He stares at me and is silent.

Finally he speaks. "We just went out had a bite to eat and that was the end of it." I sigh and close my eyes for a brief moment.

"Cameron..."

"Listen she offered but I declined. That's all." I run to him and hug him tightly. "I love you." I whisper, jumping up and wrapping my legs around him. "I love you too." He says before gently pressing his lips to mine.

"Can we go to sleep now?" I ask in a whinny voice. I sense his smile as I lay my head against his shoulder. "Mhm." He hums carrying me up to his room.

Dec. 7

Well, it's December now. We're one day closer to Christmas and I can't wait give him his present. Currently were sitting at the dinner table eating our delightful meal Mrs. Canif cooked for us.

My plate was still full and Cameron was chowing down. I watched him and smiled to myself. I loved everything about this man.

Suddenly I see Taylor bringing down a suitcase. I give Cameron a questionably look as I take another bite of my juicy steak.

Cameron clears his throat and wipes his mouth with his napkin. "Did I forget to tell you? I have a business trip that got scheduled at last minuet."

I set down my silverware irritated. "You suddenly "forgot" to tell me?!" I say putting air quotes around forgot. "Baby I'll only be gone two weeks an-"

"Two weeks Cameron? And you're telling me now?!" I was a lot of emotions right now but sad more than anything else.

"I'm sorry kitten." He says in his apologetic voice. Being pregnant sucks. It makes me really moody. How could I stay mad when he called me kitten though?

I pick up my silverware again and continue to eat. "It'll be fine." He says standing up. "Taylor will be here and we can always call each other."

I stand and walk to him hugging him tightly. "Okay." I whine and kiss his lips. Once again sparks shoot through out my body as our lips glide with each other.

I pull away breathless and press my forehead gently against his.

"I love you." I whisper. He smiles and pecks my lips once more before walking to the elevator. "I'll be back before you know it." He smiles and takes his bags from Taylor.

I blow him a kiss and wave as the elevator doors close.

*** 2 Weeks and 2 days later ***

Cameron's mother stands there with a worried look on her face. "WHY DIDNT ANYONE GO WITH HIM?!" I shout paving the living room floor.

Cameron's been missing for two days now and no one knows where he is. I've lost contact with him too which doesn't help.

I hear the elevator door ding so I whip around only to see Crystal and Cameron's brother come through. "Damn." I whisper biting my nails. I was nervous and waiting for him.

The police had already known and they're doing, supposedly, everything they can to find him.