I am lost in my own thoughts of dispare, to the point where I am lost in a sea of my
own emptiness and there is no return, and it is torture.
I have no way of letting my emotions out besides pen and paper, and most the time even that comes out as a jumbled mess. I can not allow myself to rely on a human, they almost always leave, reopening healed wounds.
I am lost in this cruel world full or misfortune. I feel like I am wasting your time, you have your own click, people together, and I am nearly a figure, a lost soul. A nonexistent shadow In your life. I wish I was accepted like the rest of you. You laugh & play. You can be normal, unlike me, it seams like and almost unreachable task.
I have no more energy. I hate myself from the inside out. I am alone
Time is topping before me. Everyone around me is screaming, laughing, winning, moving fast, while I'm help up in my emotionless life,
stuck.
You could not care less about me. How I feel. No matter how passionate I may be. There will never be a place for me on this earth.
I feel clean, but still so dirty on the inside, I just want to be able to scrub it all away.
I can't even recognize my own thoughts, not even able to pin point all the emotions I'm facing. I am lost in my own meaningless scrap
work.
YOU ARE READING
Thoughts I could never let out
CasualeEverything that your holding back inside, everything your to afraid to express, everything you just want to let loose, all those jumbled thoughts, all of the things you didn't want to tell yourself because of fear and heartbreak, it's all right here.
