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Alexandra felt a weight fall on her as she woke up.

"WAKE UP DORK!"
Her brother screams as he land on he fragile body.

"Get out of my room 10 year old."
Alexandra spoke slapping him.

"I'm 13 for your information."
He spoke.

"Go to school."
Alexandra said with annoyance.

"It's Saturday."
He said being a pest.

"Just leave."
Alexandra replied in a complete tired tone.

He jogs out of the room closing the door behind him.
Alexandra slowly wakes up.

She slouches to her closet as she takes her clothes out of the rack and into the bathroom to change.

She changed into her grey short-shirt showing her whole belly basically, and some rippled shorts.

Alexandra quickly goes down her white carpeted stairs and into the tiled kitchen.

She takes a seat in one of the high chairs waiting for her breakfast.

"Morning sweetheart. Where are you going all dressed up?"
JoJo (her mother) asks.

"It's pretty casual, just going to the cafe. Where else?"
Alexandra asks with a small giggle.

"Oh okay. Are you staying out or coming back after?"
JoJo questions.

"I may stay out a little more."
Alexandra reply's.

JoJo puts her plate down and Alexandra starts to eat.
After 5 minutes of chit chats Alexandra heads out.

She gets into her Lamborghini Huracán.
As she drove off she puts on the radio.

She sang along to some songs including lots of Fetty Wap.

"I do this for my squad, I do this for my gang."
Alexandra sung.

"Cause when you die you cannot take it with chu."

"Bang bang bangggg.
Bangggg. bang, bang, bang, bang,bang bang bang."
Alexandra continued to sing the rest of the song until another song came on.

She arrives the cafe.
As she parks the car her phone buzzed.

She answers the phone call.

H= hospital worker
A= Alexandra
phone call•

H: hello is this Alexandra? A family member of Freddy?
A: yes... What can I help you with?
H: I have some good and bad news. Which would you like to hear first?
A: good news.
H: the good news is that we got his diagnosis back...
A: bad news?!
H: he has lung cancer.... He could only survive for the last 7 days. I'm so sorry sweetheart.
A: t-thank you ma'am
H: I'm so sorry. I know how you feel. My dad went through the same thing. You could always come talk to me I will always be the first one at the desk. Have a good day sweetheart.
A: thank you. You too.

Alexandra wipes off her tears as she exits her car.
She enters the cafe seeing that nobody was there but workers and maybe 2 other people.

Alexandra took a seat waiting for somebody to take up what she needed.

Alexandra felt the wet watery tears flow down her rosy red filled cheeks.
She couldn't believe what she heard.

She felt a pair of eyes on her but didn't care.
The person walks over taking her order.

"Hey, what would you like today?"
The boy asks as he takes out his mini note pad.

"Just a mocha."
Alexandra spoke not making eye contact.

He nods and goes to get it prepared.

\• Alexandra's POV /•

Great. My dad is diagnosed with fucking lung cancer and won't even be able to live another week. 

I just don't understand what I did to deserve this.
What did I fucking do.

Sorry I'm such a disgrace.
Sorry I'm such a disappointment .
Sorry i was even fucking born.
Sorry for not being who you wanted me to be.
Sorry for not being the person you wanted.

I'm fucking sorry.

that's right boys and girls here is another story for you all.
Hope I don't disappoint you. Love you all! 😌💟

    -alexandra 🐶

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