Love that kills her.

Chapter 6

Author's note: This might be one of my fav chapters. Enough said.
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Lena's P.O.V

Xander, Isaac and i found a spare music classroom to talk things out. We've got the teacher's permission, so thats cool.

"So, who wants to go first?"

I looked at both of them. Luckily, both of them did not get hurt. Only a few faint bruises.

I sat at the desk infront of them, both on either sides of the desks behind me.

Isaac sighed, "I'll go first. But this is my version."

I nodded my head, indicating for him to continue.

"Okay, long story short...he came up to me and asked me to not play with your feelings and just focus on Sasha. Then, i got angry and you came, hearing what i asked him."

"Why did you get angry over such a small matter?"

I was trying to hide my real feeling. Im tired. Tired of chasing after a guy who doesnt even like me. Why does he even want to know? I am pretty sure he likes Sasha. I have made my decision.

"Um......well, i guess im confused with my feelings."

Xander stood up, "Well, you cant always play around with two girls. You have to stop confusing yourself and coose one. Well? Lena or Sasha?"

Hes right. I realised these few days that i actually like Xander more. He makes my heart beat fast. He's also so caring and cute. Then, i did something very daring though im blushing inside.

I went to Xander and interwined his hand with mine. He was of course, shocked but i smiled at him.

"Isaac, you dont need to choose. Go on with Sasha. I choose to be with Xander. Lets meet less from now on."

"B-but..."

"Im sorry for making you confused of your feelings. I'll just get out of your life, which will make it clear to you who to go with."

I dragged Xander, who is still trying to absorb what i said.

Before we left Isaac, i turned back, "Isaac, good luck. On courting her and your life."

He just sat there, with his head in his hands. I hope this decision makes life easier for me and him.

If you are asking why, its simply because i have been receiving death threats. I want it to end. Its better for both of us. I dont regret my decision. Besides, he doesnt even like me.

When we went back to class, Xander and I sat together.

"Lena, so...are we together now?"

"Hm...shouldnt you ask me first?"

He blushed, "Can i ask you why you chose me over him?"

I looked at him in the eye, "Xander, i never felt the way i feel with you when im with him. I just feel like good friends when im with him. But i've notice that when im with you, its special."

He looked away. Awww...hes so shy. Haha. Hes so cute.

Then, Sasha came in the class.

"Lena? Can we talk?"

Wow. Now you know my name."

Xander squeezed my hand and let me go.

We went outside to talk.

"Um, Lena. Im sorry for being so immature to send you death threats."

"Its fine. Every girl gets jealous and just wants to do their best to win the guy they like. I forgive you."

"Thank you."

We gave each other a warm hug.

"Also, Isaac is all yours, Sasha. I am stepping out of his life so that he will focus on you."

"Really? Why?"

"I realised that i like Xander more. Im sorry for interrupting your love life. Just to tell you, you better go comfort him. He's in music room no.3. I'll tell the teacher that you were not feeling well."

"Lena, thanks. I really feel grateful. Good luck with Xander. You guys look good together."

"Aww..thanks. Sasha, he really likes you. Take care of him?"

"Of course! Lets be friends?"

I nodded and we went our own ways. She's happy, im happy.

I went back to Xander and class went on smoothly.

"You okay?"

"Sasha became good and now we are friends."

He held onto my hand and smiled, "Thats good."

I smiled. So, are we official? Though i dont know...will i affect his studies? Hmm. We'll see.