Love that kills her.

Chapter 10

Sasha's P.O.V

"I said let's date."

I would've said yes, last time. I dont know but i've changed. For good. I was so moved by Lena. I know she likes Isaac or liked. But she did the right thing. Though i wonder if she really loves Xander. None of my business.

I went back to my class. I've realised that Isaac wasnt worth my time. I'm trying so hard to forget. To hate him. Though deep down, i know whats the truth. I just have to burry it. Deep.

I went back to class, trying to focus in class. Eventhough its obviously useless. I should care less of all this. Its not worth any of our time. I would be just wasting it.

Isaac's P.O.V

I feel so empty. I feel like i have lost everything. I feel so dead. Even Sasha doesnt want to be with me.

I'm so useless. I regret all the choices i've made in this short week. How could everything change so drastically in a mere week ?

I just went home and locked myself in my room. My parents dont really care about my school lofe or results. Mainly because they are not here anymore. Well, i never will be able to see them again. Even if i wanted to. I lived with a good friend of mine, Jay. He's cool.

I threw my things on the table and put on some music, layed on my bed. So many thoughts went through my head.

Is it me? Should i change? It isnt me, right? Or maybe. Whatever. No one would answer me these questions now. Im alone. By myself.

I was too late. To realize who i loved. I blame myself. For being a fool and not realize. Even if Xander is still her boyfriend, i still want to confess to her. To take this weight off my chest. To well, see if, i dont know.

Xander's P.O.V

Yeah, this is probably the part where i should talk about how was the...erm...kiss.

Dont ask me what made me do it, i dont have a reason.

Author: Just tell them Xander. *smirks*

Ugh, fine. Excuse me if its cheesy. Firstly, lets recall the moment. Ehem, THE MOMENT. Excuse me, author- lady?

No time for that. Just get straight to the point.

Fine. She was just. So irresistable. The way she looked scared was just too cute. I had the urge to...y'know. Kiss her. So i did.

So, anyways, i brought her home and went home myself. We lived on the same block so it wasnt far away at all.

I went to my room and just sat there. Replaying everything that happened today. It was so magical. So unreal. I love it. This tingly feeling. Its awesome.

Just then, my phone buzzed.

'Hello?'

A strangely familiar voice replied, 'Hello Xander! Im baaaack'

Confusion and nervousness filled inside me, 'Um...i dont know you.' And with that i hanged up. I dont want to be talking to some girl that i dont know. I am dying, not literally, to talk Lena instead of that girl. She sounded really annoying and well, 'life-ruining'.

Im just going to ignore it. Just then, my phone rang again. I picked it up and layed down, expecting Lena. Hopefully.

'Dont you remember me, Xander? I-'

'I dont know you. Please stop or i'll call the police.'

I hanged up immediately. What is wrong with that girl? Im not famous or something. Our kiss scene kept replaying in my head. I just cant stop thinking about it. I bet it was a big deal for Lena, of course for me as well.