Love that kills her.

Chapter 1

This is the first chapter. I hope you enjoy!! Im having exams but still will be updating the two 'books'....ok...have a good day!

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Lena's P.O.V

Hi! Im Lena. I guess you know me as im the main character...anyways what do i look like? Well. I have a face and a body. Hahaha...not really funny is it?

I know that im fat but my friends insist that im not. I mean i know myself more than anyone else right? I guess. Im the tallest girl in the class. Hence, my friends and I always hear people calling me 'the tallest girl in the level' blah blah blah.

I went to school today, like normal. Well, not really normal. You see, I am pretty tall. So being unnoticable is impossible. Anyways, I went into my class and sat down next to my best friend, Jeena.

"So how are you and Matt doing? " i smirked while saying. I knew that Matt did not like me. Obviously Jeena knew, but she didnt want to hurt my feelings and i didnt want her to know that im hurt...

Her face lost colour. She murmured, "Not well..."

"Because of me?" Her eyes widen. She looked at me.

"How did you know?" I smiled. Of course i knew. They always argue and when im there, they would suddenly quiet down. It made perfect sense it was about me.

"Dude, i knew it from the beginning. Do you know that when you are not looking, he glares at me?" I chuckled. Jeena is so pure and distracted she knew not much.

She gasped, "Really? Im sorry! I didnt know! Matt, you are going down."

"Hey, hey. Its fine. I get that he doesnt like me. Its fine. Promise that you guys will never fight because of me? Just let him say all he wants. I get it im ulgy, fat....."

Jeena frowned. "Fine. But dont you ever say ulgy and fat at yourself ever again."

I just rolled my eyes. Yeah. As if im not. No one dared to critisise me just because some are scared and some know that i learn self-defense.

"How about you? Anything happen with Isaac again?"

"What? No....." I tried to look serious and tried even harder to control myself from smiling. Because with my friends, if you smile or look happy when someone mention that someone's name, something probably is going on.

"Ayeeee..I know that you are sm-"

The teacher came in. For once, i was happy that the teacher was here. Everyone else shuffled back to their seat. I scanned the room. Matt's not here yet...

Just then, the door swung open. Of course, its Mr. Matt the jock. He just smirked at the teacher and walked towards us. Mr. Kai, our class and math teacher had already given up on him.

Mr. Kai sighed and asked Matt to sit. Mr. Kai was half korean, hence the slightly korean-ish accent. I like kpop and Mr. Kai looks just like an idol that would be everyone's bias.

'Hey, move. Shes my girlfriend, not yours." I just nodded and stood up. Before i left for the empty seat behind, i said to him, "You can talk bad about me all you want now. Im fine with it. Dont fight with Jeena anymore."

He just smiled. I knew it. He would be happy. Whatever, i just went to the back of the class where there was 2 empty seats. I took one of it.

Then, another dude came in. Oh, thats my best guy friend, Xander. He looked around, no seat. He grinned and just sat next to me. Xander's nice. He looks past my imperfections. Jeena suspects that he has a crush on me. But sadly, I dont like him as a lover, but as a good friend.

Then, a knock was heard at the door. We all looked up. A guy was at the door..

"Hi sir...can i look for Lena?"