AN - I saw tøp last night and it was the best night of my life. I queued for 15 hours and got barricade. I can't believe it, it doesn't feel real. Also, sorry I haven't updated for so long, I've been busy with sixth form.
Josh PoV
TW//
It had been a month now since Tyler temporarily moved in. Some days were good. Most days were bad. Tyler would try to fake a smile and pretend that he was okay but I could see straight through his lies. I knew that when he woke up at 3am it was because he wanted to hurt himself. I knew that when he rushed to the bathroom straight after eating it was to throw up. I knew that when he said 'I'm fine' he was lying, he's so very far from fine.
His broken bones were pretty much healed and his bruises were fading to a yellow/green colour. I knew that I'd have to let him go home soon, I didn't want to though. I was still scared. We had already had this conversation and I wasn't exactly fair about it
'Hey Josh?'
'Yes Ty?'
'I'm getting better, that means I'll be going home soon. You know that right?'
'Sure. But are you really getting better?'
'What? I don't -'
'Save it Tyler. I know how you really are. Your bones and bruises might be healing but you are not getting better. You're far from it'
'Josh I-'
'Why can't you just talk to me Tyler? Don't you trust me? Don't you care?'
'That's the thing Josh, I care what you think'
And with that, he headed to the bedroom and I didn't follow him.
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Sing You Pretty Sounds
ФанфикJosh was usually pretty optimistic. Tyler was usually pretty pessimistic. ((mentions of self harm, depression and suicide))
