Imperfect [iKON Hanbin's Fanfic]

Chapter 5

[ Your Pov ]

Hanbin stayed with me all night and on till late the next morning. He had me put on an oversized shirt . He wanted me to rest and not have to worry about school today.

I dont know if this was a good thing or bad as he cooked me some food. Eggs with toast. I told him I wasn't hungry but he insisted I eat. Finally I give up and take a few bites.

It tasted really good but I shouldn't eat too much. Excusing myself to go to the restroom I bend over the toilet bowl and send the contents from my stomach into the little porcelain bowl.

I thought I was safe till Hanbin knocked on the door asking if I was alright. I quickly reply I was okay and finished up in there to walk out and he picked me up bridal style carrying me to the couch.

He sat me on his lap and rocked me back and forth again. "Eanna you know I love you right?" he asked and I nodded. I knew he did but I didn't understand why?

"I dont understand." I said and he stopped rocking me and looked into my eyes. "Why do you love me? What makes me different from everyone else?"

"Well one you're so cute. When I first saw you dancing I couldn't get over how beautiful you looked.
You moved with grace and flowed to the music. It was mesmerizing. When you finally realized I was there I got a look into your eyes.

You had been hurt before and you looked lonely. I wanted to love you from that point on. I want you to be happy and not have to worry about anything. You hardly had a childhood from the looks of it. No pictures of you when you were young. No toys. Only books. I want you to experience the fun in life." he replied.

Fun in life? There's no fun. You are born, you work, then you die.

I looked at him confused. He simply smiled and told me that since tomorrow was Saturday he was going to take me someplace fun.

Should I trust him with this? Then I realized the time. We had been sitting there for a few hours and I needed to get ready for work soon.

Getting off of his lap I walk to my room and grab some suitable clothes to wear. I finally decided on a pair of black skinny jeans , a plain white t-shirt and sweater .

When I went back to where Hanbin was he was holding out a cherry tomato for me. I was happy he remembered but I couldn't eat it.

He convinced me to take a few bites which I did and then he drove me to work. There I went to the employee restroom and puked it up.

I need to be perfect. I need to be perfect. Walking back out the owner was talking to Hanbin about something and I pulled on my green apron and started working.

I was surprised. Hanbin stayed the entire time. He normally goes and hangs out somewhere while I work but today he waited patiently for me . I wondered what the owner said to him. He seemed more protective.

When I finished work he drove me home. Walking me to the front door he took my hands in his.

"Eanna.Will you be ok for tonight?" I nodded my head and gave a small smile. Lies.

"I'll be back tomorrow morning bright and early." he said again and kissed my lips. I didn't want this to end. He was too nice to me. I deepened the kiss and he brought his arms to my waist.

"What the ." a familiar manly voice said. I pulled away to see the man I feared. In his hand was a bottle of alcohol . I was in for it.