Imperfect [iKON Hanbin's Fanfic]

Chapter 6

[Your Pov]

He grabbed my shirt in his fist pulling me into the house and slamming it shut the door before he started yelling.

"You little . What did I tell you about that. You are disgusting. Why can't you be normal?!" he yelled in my face dropping his bottle and making a fist.

I braced myself for the impact as it impaled the left side of my face. Then he threw me to the ground and brought his foot down on my stomach.

Then kicked my chest and face but I held my hands in front of my face to stop the impact. When he finally got tired he picked up his bottle and walked away.

I took this opportunity to run to my room and lock it. tears streamed down my face. I'm fat. I'm not perfect. I need to. I need to be.

I had a razor under my bed. It will save me. It will protect me. I ran over to my bed and slipped my hand under the mattress.

When I felt the cold metal I smiled a little. My savior. I slide down the wall next to my small window. Where to do it. Where to do it.

Can't do my wrist Chaerin almost caught me. Can't do my stomach or hips again. What about my thighs? Taking off my jeans , I'm left in my panties but when rolled up my legs were spotless. Perfect.

I take my razor and push it against my leg and slide it across multiple times. Must be perfect. Must be. Blood ran down my leg and I halfheartedly smiled and laughed.Perfect. Must be.

I didn't notice the banging on my window till I looked up and saw Hanbin. He looked horrified.

"Eanna please open the window. Please." he cried out but I sat there.

What should I do? What will happen. Will he be mad? Slowly I stand up and open the window so he could slide in.

The minute I shut the window he hugged me from behind. "Eanna.Please. No more." he said as he pulled me over to my bed.

Sitting me down he took a look at my legs. Once were white and milky were now covered in red thick liquid. He went to grab a different shirt and he placed it on my legs trying to stop the bleeding.

"Eanna.Why?" he asked but I looked away. He was disappointed. He was scared. He pulled my face so i was facing his and he got a good look at what happened.

He brought his hand to the left side of my face and gently touched it making me flinch. It hurt. "Oh Eanna. Why didn't you tell me?" he asked quietly.

"Because you are going to leave me. They always do." I whimper as I looked down at my floor.

"Why would I leave you?" he asked wrapping his arms around my shoulder.

"Everyone does. Once they find out what my parents do." I whisper and he kissed my cheek.

"Well I wont ever leave you. I promise. Why don't we leave. You can stay over at my house." he said and I slowly nodded standing up to grab my pants.

I stumbled a little but he was right by my side holding me up. I grabbed my pants and slide them on before he helps me out of the window.

When he slide down after me he held onto my waist and we walked over to his car. Sliding in he started the car and drove off down the road. I was scared. Would his parents be ok? Would they let me stay?

When we pulled up to the house I stared in awe .His house was huge. It was a dull white coated the two storey house and the balcony.

He parked his car and helped me out of it wrapping his arm around my waist. Slowly we walked up to the front door and he opened it revealing the hardwood flooring and beautiful stair case. The house was huge. It was magnificent and beautiful.

He then helped me up the steps slowly as I could barely bend my legs. Finally we got up to his room where he opened it to reveal his huge bed and his desk.

I could barely keep my eyes open as he helped me to the bed where I fell into it tiredly. I wanted to sleep. Wanted to get away from the pain I was feeling. He slide in next to me and wrapped his arms around my waist bringing his chest to my back.

He made me feel special. Made me feel right. Like I was accepted.