Imperfect [iKON Hanbin's Fanfic]

Chapter 7

[ Your Pov ]

I woke up the next morning in Hanbin's arms. He was so warm. Slowly I get out of his grasp trying not to wake him up. Wandering around the house slowly I finally found a bathroom and looked into the mirror.

My face are swollen slightly and was turning a bluish purple colour. Taking off my shirt I saw the bruise on my chest was now a blackish colour.

My ribs and collar bone are sticking out worse than before and I smile to myself. Must be perfect. A knock on the door startled me.

"Eanna. You in there?"

"Neh." I reply quietly replacing my shorts before I allowed him to walk in. I was still looking at my face as he hugged my back. Tears were forming in my eyes as I thought I'm not perfect.

I need to be perfect. My face looks horrible . I cant audition like this. I need to be skinnier too. I'm too fat.

"Don't worry Eanna.It'll be gone in a week. Let's go get you some breakfast." he said softly. Taking my wrist he pulls me out of the bathroom and slowly down the stairs.

My legs still hurt as every step stretched the cuts and they threatened to tear open. I whimper quietly as I stretched my leg to reach each step.

Hanbin must have noticed as he picked me up bridal style and carried me the rest of the way down. He treats me so well. At the bottom of the stairs he set me down and led me to the kitchen and sat me up on the counter.

"Now do you want pancakes? Or cereal?" he asked with a smile.
"Um. Neither I'm not hungry." I murmur and he looks at me surprised.

He must know something is up as he watched me eat little bits of food every now and then.

"what's wrong?"

"Nothing." I replied with a small fake smile. He held my hands and kissed my lips.

"I know something's wrong. Why won't you tell me?" he pleaded. He doesn't need to know. He shouldn't have to deal with me. He will leave me if he finds out.

"It's nothing Oppa . Can I have the pancakes?" I asked trying to get him off my case. He smiled at me and the stove. I watched as he expertly flipped the batter letting each side form with the heat.

When they were finished he set them on a plate and handed them to me. I didn't really want to eat them but I did as Hanbin watched. I ate a few bites and he gave me a concerned look.

"You need to eat too." I say holding up a piece with my fork. He opened his mouth and I place the piece in there and he chewed. I smiled at him gave him the rest.

I need to be skinny. When we finish he takes the plate and sticks it in the sink then helping me off the counter and back up the stairs.

He let me borrow some of his clothes and I went to the bathroom to change. I need to be skinny.

Kneeling over the toilet I stick my index finger in my mouth. The half digested food landed in the bowl and I felt better. Must be perfect.

I quickly got dressed in a black baggy shirt with a pair of blue jeans and went out to find Hanbin.he wore a white graphic shirt and a pair of black jeans and he looked handsome as always.

"Hey are you ready?" he asked kissing my lips and I nodded. He helps me down the stairs and to his car where he then drives to a small town holding a large festival.

I looked around completely mesmerized by the sight. He took my hand and led me to every single ride and we rode it laughing and smiling. We played the carnival games winning a prize every now and then and he would always let me have them.

But everytime I saw a little kid crying because they didn't win I would walk over and ask if they wanted my prize. They always nodded and smiled thanking me as they hugged the toy.

"You're so nice to them." Hanbin says hugging my waist.

"I just thought they would like it more than me." I confess with a smile. We walk around a little more before deciding to head back. I was exhausted and had work later that night.

He drove me home as my head rested on the window. I had dozed off a little till Hanbin gently shook me awake.

"Babe we're home." he says. But I murmur something about 5 minutes. Suddenly the door to my side opens and a pair of arms picked me up causing my eyes to fly open fighting them.

That's when I see Hanbin was the one trying to pick me up.

"So-sorry." I mumble getting out of the car. He looks at me confused as we walked back in the house. I got ready for work and he cooked me some ramen. I ate almost half before giving the rest to him and heading to the bathroom.

Locking the door I bend over the bowl and the ramen that had been digesting in my stomach spewed out into the bowl. Must be perfect. I need to be.

Finishing up in the bathroom I walk out and head to where Hanbin was. He was waiting by the front door. I take his hand in mine and we head to his car.

When we reached the cafe we walked in and I got to work while he chatted with the owner.

"Eanna ,I need to talk to the owner about something. Privately." he whispered and went outside the cafe closing the door behind him.

I wonder what they're talking about?

[ No one Pov ]

"Hanbin. Have you noticed anything different about Eanna?" the owner asked him worried.

"Like what?"

"She seems to be tired more often and she's growing skinnier. Has she been eating properly?"

"I make her eat everyday but she only eats half of it and she always excuses herself to go to the bathroom. I listened through the door and she was throwing up. Is she sick?" Hanbin asked scared that his girlfriend was ill.

"I dont think so. She normally tells me. If she was I would give her a raise so I could pay for the medicine. Maybe she has an eating disorder?" the owner said thinking.

"That might also be a reason for her cuts."

"She's a cutter?" the owner asked and Hanbin nodded.

"I found out a few days ago.Then I met her parents. I can't let her go back to that. I'm going to have her move in with me so I can watch her more often.

Can you keep an eye on Eanna here while I head over to her old house and grab some clothes for her?"

"Of course but be careful her parents are worse when they are drunk." the owner warned him and he nodded getting back into the car.

"Please lord. Let this boy help Eanna."