To return to my home seems trite for the forth time,
but the struggles that have ensued to make this trip seemed like roadblocks I could never tackle.
My mind entrapped in obsessively compulsed anquish over daliance and irreverence.
Only wanting me to fail again into the darkness that has overwhelmed my life.
Not Bipolar this time but OCD Schizophrenic delusions that were finally dissappated by Latuda.
Yes a medicine miracle once again to carry me forth with some hope.
Hope to run like a rabbit home to a place I always seek refuge.
A final breath of fresh at my age.
It has been a terrifying life from the start.
Always chasing love and when it was finally around I could not believe.
I could not believe the two would go for me. Why?
I have done hardly anything to deserve their love.
They say we are a family now and I am overwhelmed by their kindness.
I do not pray my life has really been that sad.
For all I have is Austin.
It has saved me over and over again.
Why did you leave? Fool,
