Guide Me Well

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"Cass?"

"What do you want?" Trying to sound like Im annoyed.

"Look cass. Im sor-"

"You're saying sorry for what? Making me wait for you to ask me as your girlfriend? No hanging out oftenly nowadays and no calling? Can't you get it? I'm sick of you! And now you're calling me to say sorry? Just sing Justin Bieber's Sorry to everyone but not me." With that I ended the call.

I heard the sound ouf clapping and it came from Amanda. I just sighed and pinched the bridge of my nose. "Ithought he would never call me again. I already clarify everything!" I grunted and punched the cushion.

"Whoa. Whoa. Chillax girl. Its not a big deal for you to stress over him. You should never give a shit about him. Alright?"

She's right. I should never give a shit about him and move on. Maybe I should stop caring about other people's feelings and start to worry mine.

"Now, continue eat your junks dear.." She eye-smiled me whiles munching the chips.

Just as I popped my chips, knocks were heard at the door. Amanda paused the movie and we both stay frozen with wide eyes.

I gulped and slowly got up. I could hear my heart thumping like it could burst out of my chest. I mean I am pretty scared when it comes to guests coming and knocking my house. Well, except Am..I took small steps towards the door being careful not to make any noise. A knock came again and it sounded more like punching the door.

I heard a shuffling noise and I look over my shoulder. Amanda took the umbrella and hold it upwards like holding a samurai. I held my laughter and pressed my lip into a thin line.

Focused back on the door. I came to halt when the person spoke.

"Cass! I know you're home"

Shock filled me. Obviously I'm home right now aśśhole! I turned to look at Amanda and she was in fury like she was ready to attack the door and kill Jake. I put my right hand to stop her and took a deep breath before opening the door.

As soon I opened the door, I slapped him so hard that it could left marks later.

"Can't you just leave me alone?!" I shouted at him.

"Cass, if you could just give me chance to-"

"Big fat No!" I scowled at him. How dare he showed up right now and not when I still gave him chances to grow his dìck.

He took my right hand and plead. "Cass please. I-"

Before he finish off his word I pushed him out of my 'welcome' carpet and he landed on his back. I quickly closed and locked the door before he could do something.

"You know you can punch him right" I heard Amanda spoke.

Right. I opened the door as fast as I can and luckily he was on my doorstep so that I don't have to reach him. Then I punched him right on the nose with my right hand. I shook my hand to ease the pain and I went back inside.

Amanda got on her knees and praised me like I'm the queen. "Soo much respect for you" she exclaimed. I chuckled at her behavior then we got back to our position and watched the movie back.

After the movie finished, we cleaned up the place and I head to my room while Amanda went to the guest room.

Amanda stayed here only on weekends so she always use my guest room eversince I moved here. Mum and Dad? Kind of a touchy subject for me knowing that it is my fault.

Once I entered my room, I flopped onto my bed and got comfy. The best feeling in the World.

Thinking about what had happened to Jake. I mean why would he wanted a second chance while he wasted the first chance. There must be something that is bothering him. Guilty? I guess not. His loss anyway.

Okay I should not think of him. We're over and we're done. I exhaled and closed my eyes

Made a mental note to myself for book hunting tomorrow then I fell in a deep slumber.

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"Cass! Hey cass! Wake up!" I heard Amanda whisper to me. Just sleep cass, sleep..

"Cass you sleepy head!" This time she hit me with a pillow straight to my face.

I groaned and turned around so I laid on my stomach covering my face with my soft blanket. When everything was silent, I closed my eyes peacefully and went back to sleep but not long after, I was woken up by Amanda again. She jumped and threw herself on top of me letting the bed sprung out back with so much force.

"C'mon! I made you breakfast and I need to work. Im running late you know!" She screamed straight into my ears which made me wide awake.

"Gosh! You just can leave me and not bothering my sleeping beauty, you horrible witch!" I said it angrily.

Next thing I know, Amanda squeezed my butt since I was on my stomach. "You fat bítch! What did you just call me? You better get up before I throw all that shít I cooked for you!"

I scoffed and then got up not wanting to argue with her, again. "Yea right. You wouldn't do that to foods." I mumbled to myself. I dragged myself to the bathroom and yawned.

"What did you say, Missy?" She said out of nowhere.

I fake-smiled at her and when she turned around heading downstairs I rolled my eyes and brushed my teeth lazily. I was really not a morning person or else your life would be in misery or my mood will be upside down.

After I was done, I stepped out of my bathroom, still on my sleeping wear and head down. The house was silent and it means that Amanda already left the house so I went straight to the kitchen since I was hungry. Amanda cooked chocolate chip pancakes. Thank god it was chocolate.

On the table, Amanda left a note saying:

    'You sleepy head! I cooked your favourite breakfast so that you don't kill me next week when I sleep here since I woke you in the moring. Sorry! Was in a rush. Enjoy!

   xxx Am'

I chuckled at her note and ate my breakfast peacefully.

After I was done, I washed the dishes and cleaned up the kitchen . Im the type that hates messy and undone task.

Then I head upstairs and I picked my outfit before showering so that I don't have to stay long in front of my closet and thinking while showering.

Since the weather is chilly, I decided to wear something that is simple yet keeps me warm. Then I head to the shower.

When Im done, I stepped out of the shower and cleansed my face. Once finished, I went straight to the vanity, put on some moisturizer so that my face wouldn't get dry. I pat my face so that it would sink faster.

I took out my favourite foundation and put it all over my face but not too much. Not wanting my face to look cakey. I took my time to blend my foundation and when I am satisfied, I moved on to blusher so that my skin looked really alive rather than pale. Gave a generous amount of mascara to my eyelashes until I was satisfied.

Saving lips the last, I grabbed my outfit and put it on. I let my hair down because I don't really expose my skin especially on this weather. Plus, I am very sensitive on my neck area so to prevent that, I took my scarf and put it around my neck. It matches well with my outfit today. After that, I put on a lip balm. Feeling satisfied after that.

I grabbed my phone, keys and wallet then head downstair to put on my snickers. Looking on the mirror once more just to make sure I'm alright and decent, I smiled widely and made funny faces. I'm sure I am not the only one right?

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