Our Journey (J&D)

five

Jayda

Lately things between me and Deondre have been good. He makes me really happy even though we just started our relationship. I still don't know how to express my feelings or my emotions and that angers him a little.  I know that bothers him but he doesn't let that get in between what we have and I appreciate him for that.

Right now we are in my apartment watching love and basketball. We aren't cuddled up, my feet is on his lap and he's falling asleep on the other side of the couch. I'm trying not to wake him up while I take a video of him because his head keeps falling. I sat up a bit and took a picture instead of a video and the sound was on so he instantly got up. I started laughing and he got on top of me, tickling me. I started screaming and laughing uncontrollably. "STOP PLEASE !!!" I screamed. "No. Say sorry daddy then I'll stop" he said. I stopped laughing and just looked at him. "I am not calling you daddy lil boy." I said seriously.

"I don't know who you callin a lil boy I'm old enough to be yo dad" he said getting off on me. I smiled a bit and just stared at him. I was thinking a bit.. What if I give him my all and he breaks my heart? I started over thinking and he looked at me. "You okay?"he asked.  I guess my face looked a bit distraught.

"Yeah, I'm fine" I said brushing it off. I noticed the time and seen it was 11:30 at night. We had school tomorrow so I got up and started to clean the living room. I threw away all the garbage and turned off the tv. Deondre looked up at me "why'd you do that?" what a stupid question I thought. "There's school tomorrow, and I don't need you going to school late." I said. He nodded his head and stood up. I started walking up the stairs, leading to my bedroom and so was he. I turned around and looked at this fool like he was crazy. "Where you going? Your home is down my stairs, out of my house and in another direction." He laughed at me and pushed me out of the way and continued to walk to my bedroom like I didn't say anything to him. I walked to my bedroom just in time to see him shirtless and taking off his pants. I started getting nervous, my mouth was getting dry. Lord THIS BOY IS FINNNEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!! I thought to myself. He is so blessed. I bit my lip. "Wow". I said out loud which made him look up at me.

Fuck. Why did I have to say that out loud? He chuckled, "you like what you see?" I whispered maybe to myself but said no to him. "Yeah um sorry to interrupt but you're too comfortable. Why are you in my bed?" I said to him. He looked at me and said it was too late to drive. I sucked my teeth and got in bed right along with him. There was no arguing with Deondre. I took off my shirt and pants, I sleep with only my sports bra and shorts on. A lot of clothes make me hot. I turned off the light and laid back staring at the ceiling. I turned on my side, facing him. I just stared at him. I think he could tell I was looking at him cause he opened his eyes. We stared at each other for about five minutes. I wanted to kiss him. As if on cue the both of us leaned in at the same time. Our lips connected, moving in sync. I bit, pulled and sucked on his bottom lip. His eyes widened and I giggled. I kissed his lips once more and turned around with my back facing his front.

He pulled me closer to him, wrapping his arms around me and we fell asleep just like that.

This I can get used to..