Blackmail

Chapter 6

Chapter six

"What do you want to do?" I asked smiling. We were lay on my bed, his head was on my chest and my arms were wrapped around him. We had decided to take a break from editing and filming so we snuggled up on my bed thinking of something to do for the day.
"Bowling?" I suggested. I quickly felt him shake his head and I kept thinking.
"Well i'm out of ideas." I sighed.
"We could just stay here and cuddle." He said snuggling into me more.
"Yeah...... That sounds good." I sigh and pull him closer to me. He pulled away slightly so our noses almost touched and smiled sweetly at me. I leant forwards and pecked his lips slightly. I put my hand on the back of his neck and pulled him in again. I was starting to get addicted to his kisses, I found it unbelievable that I never used to kiss him, because I couldn't and now I could, I was going to make the most of it. I played with the bottom of his t-shirt ,wanting him to take it off. He pulled away and shook his head quickly.
"No Troye not now." He said frowning. I looked at him confused.
"What's up?" I asked worriedly. He looked away, embarrassed. What was wrong?
"N-nothing I just, are we going to tell people about, us?" He said blushing. I hadn't really thought about telling people before now.
"Well, what do you want to do?" I asked, I didn't really want to tell people yet, we had just gotten together and telling people now would put a lot of pressure on us.
"I think we should wait a while, it's for the best, telling people only ever makes things complicated." He almost whispered, he was obviously very nervous about this subject.
"I agree." I said kissing his forehead and snuggling back down. "Now how about a movie?" I sigh, relaxed. He nodded as I flicked through Netflix and we finally decided on a film. I wasn't really paying attention to the film though, I was planning that evening. I had decided to surprise him, maybe that would help him cheer up a little, now..... What to do?

"Will you please tell me where exactly we are going?" He asked as I pulled him hurriedly along the pavement. I had decided to surprise him with a picnic on the beech, I had already gone and set everything up earlier in the evening and I must say, it looked great. I was so worried about him, he had been so concerned with youtube, trying not to let the fans know about us in him not-so-subtle tweets to me and so many other projects he had gotten hardly any sleep and I was genuinely worried about him. We finally arrived at the beach and walked down the sandy shore, hand in hand.
"So are you going to tell me?" He giggled. I shook my head, chuckling to myself. As we neared the spot where I had set everything up. I stopped walking and let Connor walk a little bit in front of me. He looked at me confused before I slowly put my arms around him and covered his eyes with my hands. He laughed as I tried to guide him down the beech, almost falling over countless times. When we were in front of the picnic I stopped walking, almost causing him to fall over again.
"3.... 2..... 1....." I said as I took my hands away from his eyes. He stared at it and covered his mouth with his hands. He turned to me with an amazed look on his face.
"Troye... You did this.... For me?" He asked, tears welling in his eyes.
"Of course." I smiled. He stepped forwards and wrapped his arms around my neck. I leant down and pressed our lips together for a short but sweet kiss.
"I was worried about you so I decided to cheer you up. I smiled.
"Well it worked!" He giggled. I looked back at the picnic, the blanket was a red colour and golden fairy lights hung off of the surrounding trees. Candles sat in the middle of the blanket and a few different foods were is a cooler bag next to it. I lead him over to the blanket and we sat down. He was still blushing like crazy, I guess neither of us were ever going to get used to it, and I was okay with that, I thought it was cute how I could make him blush so easily. We ate pretty quickly and when we finished we lay on the blanket and stared up at the twinkling stars. We laughed, cuddled and told funny stories as we lay under the dreamy night sky. Eventually, when we both started to yawn we packed up the picnic and started to stroll home. I looked over to him and smiled sweetly. I was so happy to be in a relationship with him after so long of liking him.
"I-I love you Connor." I admitted. He stopped walking and stared at me, a huge smile on his face. Oh no i've made things weird, he's going to think I am a weirdo.
"I love you too Troye." He blushed. As soon as he said this I pulled him into a kiss, the boy I love had just told me he loved me back! In that moment I was happier than I had ever been before.....

I know I don't usually write at the end of these but I felt like I needed to. So I just saw this hit 19 views! That's insane! Also I wanted to apologise for not uploading yesterday but I found this chapter really hard to write! So i am sorry it's not as good as usual but next chapter get's interesting! Omg another thing! I just write a antisepticeye "fanfic" so for all of you jacksepticeye fans out there (@purpleunicorn2404) you're welcome! That'll be up asap! Okay that's all ~amazingphillove