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luke,

3 months 18 days 6 hours 30 minutes and 40 seconds is how long you've been gone. i no longer smile when your name is said. i cry. i cry my heart out until i'm left wheezing on the ground.

i asked calum if he knew where you had disappeared to. he said no, but i knew he was lying. where'd you go? why did you leave? it doesn't make sense at all. you lied to me so much. i love you was my favourite one though. if you loved me you would still be here!

everyone thinks i'm some weird alien thing that just landed on earth. no one talks to me anymore, mary kate just passes by me now with one glance. and it's your fault! i can't talk to anyone without you here! since you left everyone thinks i'm so destructive! but they're right. i am destructive.

you were supposed to be my constant, what the hell happened?

always,
indigo