A Fresh Start (COMPLETE)

Chapter 20: Back to the old life

Since I moved back to England life was the same as before. Wake up, get dressed in my uniform, go to school, come back, eat, go on tumblr, sleep and repeat. Same as before. Same as always. I was sat in my room studying for my music class. I had to do something about listen to a song and see if there's dynamics with in it. I groaned and grabbed my Ipod off the desk. I tapped on the screen and smiled as I saw the background. It was a selfie Jimin and I took not long after our first month together. I smiled and hugged the Ipod as it was also a present from Jimin. I put on Butterfly and sat listening to it. I started to sing along to it.

"Don't think of anything

Don't say even a single word
Ayo...
Just laugh with me
Yeah...

 I can't still believe it
All of these seem like a dream
Ayo...
Don't try to dissapear
Yeah...

Is it true? Is it true?
You...you...
It's too beautiful, so I'm afraid

Untrue Untrue 
You...you...you...

Will you stay by my side?
Will you promise me?
I'm afraid that if I let go of your hand
You'll fly away, you'll shatter

 Will you stop the time?
I'm afraid that if this moment passes
This might not have happened
You'll fly away, you'll shatter

 Butterfly...butterfly
Butterfly like a butterfly
Butterfly like a butterfly
Butterfly like a butterfly."

Tears slid down my cheeks as I finished singing and sighed as I fell onto my back. Two months. It's been two months since I've been separated from the guys. I felt numb. When we got off the plane and came 'home.' I felt so numb leaving them. I just couldn't cope. I mean yeah we still talk as often as we can which isn't really that often but at least we talk. I sighed clutching the piece of technology. I miss them so much. Suddenly by phone rang and I picked it up answering. "Hello?" I asked. "Hey gurl get yo ass out of bed and meet us at the park." Yasmin said. I chuckled. "Why?" I asked. "Because the girls and I have a surprise for you." She said. "Well unless it's a one way ticket to Seoul I don't want it." I said. "Nope it's better than that but you'll have to meet us at the park." She said before hanging up. I sighed and grabbed an outfit (At the top) and put it on and walked to the park to meet the girls with this 'surprise'. 

It took about ten minutes to walk to the park from my house. I kept on adjusting my beanie on my head. I sighed pushing my now dyed pink hair out of my way. I got there and looked around for the girls and I spotted Yasmin. I walked over to her. "Right I'm here." I said. Yasmin turned around. "Babe no."She said. "What?" I asked. "You look so depressed." She said. "In case you haven't noticed I AM DEPRESSED!" I yelled. She winced. "Sorry." I said looking down. She shrugged. "Alright surprise time." She sang. I sighed. "Close your eyes." She said. "Why?" I asked. "Just close them." She said. I sighed and closed them. I felt like and idiot standing in the middle of the park with my eyes closed. "Okay you can open them now." She said. I opened my eyes and gasped while smiling wide. "Surprise."

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Hello everyone. I hope you didn't think I was ending the book on the last chapter because that would be awful. Anyways what do you think Bandit's surprise is? Also if you like BTS X readers you should totally check out a book called I Need U it's a V X reader story and I swear I'm hooked even if V isn't your bias it's still a great story to read. 

Love you all

~Phantrash~