A Fresh Start (COMPLETE)

Chapter 16: Fuck up

Recap : This is where I had to vacate the boys from the room as Yasmin went on a full fangirling spree. "Okay can you see why I hated you lot." I said. They all stood there with there mouths open. "Wait you hate us?" Jimin asked tears welling up in his eyes. Shit I shouldn't have said that.

I stood there quietly as the boys looked at me in horror. "Okay. Yes. I did hate you. Did, past tense. I don't hate you, not now." I said quickly to try and defend myself. "Did you hate any of us more?" Tae asked, he looked as if he was on the verge of tears. I looked down and nodded. "Who?" All seven asked in unison. I gulped. "Jimin and Jungkook." I said barely audible. I looked up to see tears falling from Jimin's and Jungkook's eyes as they pushed past me. I turned around and grabbed Jimin's arm but he shook me off and continued walking. The other boys tutted me before following the other two. Tear welled up in my eyes as I stood there. I looked at the ground as the tears dripped down my face and onto the floor. I slid down the wall and put my head into my knees. I'm such a fuck up.

I finally finished crying and walked back to the practice room and I looked into the door window to see BTS and the girls laughing and smiling but one thing hurt me more than anything. Tiffany was cuddled up with Jimin. Why am I getting jealous? He's not even my boyfriend. But I really want him to be my boyfriend. I let out a yell then hid because everyone had heard it. "What was that?" Annabelle asked. "No idea. Sounded like Bandit." Tiffany said. "I thought she went home." Yasmin said. "Yea us too." Rap monster said. I sighed and trudged home. "Oh honey. You're home early. Where are the girls?" My mum asked. I just shrugged and went upstairs and collapsed onto my bed and cried. I felt a hand on my back rubbing it soothingly. "Are you okay sweetie?"She asked. I shook my head. Of course I'm not okay. "I want to move." I mumbled into my pillow. "Want to talk about it?" She asked. I sat up and faced her. "I brought the girls to the studio and Yasmin went on one of her fangirling sprees so I took the boys out of the studio so the girls could calm her down and I accidentally told them that she was the reason I hated them." I sobbed before flinging myself back down onto my pillow and crying heavily. "Well did you tell them that, that's not the case anymore?" She asked. I nodded. "Yes I did and they asked if I hated one of them more than the others and I said yes so they asked who and I replied with the truth." I cried. My mum tutted and shook her head. "What was the truth?" She asked. "Jimin and Jungkook because they are her bias and she ships them and she always talked about them all the time and it annoyed." I said. "Well did you tell them that?" She asked. I shook my head. "They both stormed away before I could get the chance to and now I've fucked everything up." I cried. My mum pulled me into a bear hug. She didn't seem to care that i'd just swore in front of her. "WE'RE HOME!" The girls yelled as the door slammed shut. I cried out again as my mum helped or tried to help calm me down. "I've never seen you so distraught over anything. You must really like these boys or boy." My mum said. I nodded. "They're my best friends and boy." I said looking down. "Jimin." I mumbled before lying down on my bed. "Oh my god I've fucked everything up. I'm useless. There's no way he'd want to be my boyfriend now. Why can't I do anything right?" I asked. My mum sighed. "Bandit, talk to him, tell him how you feel, tell him it's a misunderstanding and that you don't feel that way towards him anymore." She said. I looked up and wiped my eyes. "You're right. Thank you mum." I said hugging her before she left the room.

I sat on my bed with a pad of paper and a pencil. Time for operation tell Jimin the truth.

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Hello everyone. WHO'S STILL FREAKING OUT FROM RUN??? I AM ME. WHY BIGHIT WHY? I MEAN RUN'S ONLY MADE ME MORE CONFUSED. IT ANSWERED 0 QUESTIONS :( What are you fan theories for this? I think that only Jin and Tae died but IDK. Tell me in the comments what you guys think. Also please send in requests because I've started a BTS imagine book you can request anything and everything so get creative. 

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~Phantrash~