Keziah: The Other Woman

Simula

"The only way to heal pain is to endure it. Kailangan mong masaktan para malaman mong buhay ka."

That how it goes with the movie. That was what the actors were saying. Yes. I feel the pain, then I had proven that I'm alive, right?
I endure the pain, but why I doesn't heal?

And now that I'd seen him again.
The pain is just back again.

Just a fuck up world it is.

"Hindi porke't may nangyari sa atin ay obligado na akong panagutan ka!"

That was the most painful words I heard from him.

"I never. . .said that I love you, Z!
I only love Thea! At malayong-malayo na mahalin kita! She's the only woman that I'm gonna marry!"

Then my heart just broke into pieces.
Kapag naaalala ko yun. Parang pinipiga lalo ang puso ko.
He's really here. Shit. I need to be out of here, now! Huminga ako ng malalim at pumasok na sa kitchen ng restaurant na pinapasukan ko.

"Ma'am Jill, aalis na po ako." paalam ko sa manager ng restaurant.

"Oh? Alas dos na pala? O siya, mag-sign out ka na ng DTR mo dun kay Sash." sagot nito.

"Ahmm. Hindi po yun ang ibig kong sabihin. Magre-resign na po ako." saad ko at napayuko.

"Whaattt? Zia naman! May kontrata ka dito di ba? Why would you resign? Maliit ba yung sweldo?
I can-----"

"No! Hindi po yun! Medyo. . .ano po eh. Yung schedule ko, masyado pong hectic." paliwanag ko.

"Okay. We will fix it. Okay?
Just---, just don't quit here. We need you." saad ni Ma'am Jill at tinapik ang balikat ko.

"Sige po. Aalis na po ako." paalam ko at tumalikod na sa kanya.

"Ate! Nandito na si Axl Josh!" sigaw ng baritonong tinig na kakapasok lang sa may kitchen.

Shit. Agad akong napalakad ng mabilis papunta sa may pinto para makalabas na.

It's a total mess!
Shit.