I barely slept that night, all I could think of was what the hell I was feeling for Daniella, she's the complete opposite of a person I would fall for, I don't even see her as someone romantic or even datable.
Is it lust or love?
Well, not exactly love, I think. My thoughts are a mess and my heart needs to chill, first it was straight girls and now a straight teacher? Have you got no mercy?
It's very optimistic to think I can make her fall for me but even so, shouldn't I try it anyway? I instantly remembered what Ed had told me the other day: If you really like her just go for it, tell her, even if it doesn't lead to anything, so you don't have to look back and regret it when you're older.
I sighed, I really have no other choice but to try it, thinking about it somehow bought me some peace of mind. I don't care if she doesn't like me back, at least I tried, and I can't be mad about that.
Who am I lying to? My heart would be destroyed.
When I realised I needed to sleep it was too late, I went to school looking like I was some kind of zombie but I went in with a renewed confidence.
Or so I thought... Until I saw Miss Evans on the other side of the parking lot getting out of her car, she looked at me briefly and that was enough to make my hands sweaty.
Ok, I forgot I'm an awkward teenager, all of this in my head looked a lot cooler.
I just had to walk past her and wish her a good day but my feet wouldn't move and I just stared at her as she walked to the front doors, shit.
'i'M gOnnA mAkE hER fAll iN lOvE wITh mE' yeah sure. I can't make a LESBIAN fall in love with me.
"Why are you standing in the middle of the parking lot?" Soph asked, more like, screamed in my ear as she stood behind me making me almost fly the hell out of this earth.
"Damn, don't do that shit, do you wish to kill me?" I shouted with my hand on my chest as I looked back at her.
"Well, if I didn't you would have died from a car accident, so you're fucking welcome," she said amusedly with her arms crossed on her chest. "C'mon, we are going to be late for class," she completed literally dragged me through the parking lot and into the school.
The moment I entered this hostile territory we call school I could already hear screaming and my head and ears were not ready for it, respect a bitch that didn't sleep.
I forgot how much I used hated this place, I mean, I still do but it's different this time, I have something to look forward, aside from Soph of course. It's hard to admit but now I wake up every day to see her and it's even harder and I hate it but I admit that I'm actually enjoying coming to school lately, I mean... Kinda.
"Ugh, I want to go homeee," I mumbled after yawning as we went through the corridors to our first classes.
"Girl, me too," Soph yawned after me, making me yawn again. "Stop!" she laughed punching me in the arm.
"Please, not so hard," I laughed seeing she was scrunching up her face in disgust at my sexual joke.
The first class was obviously calculus, I was going to see her and I was more than ready to go there and act like a normal teenager, the thought of it actually made me laugh a bit.
"Laughing at yourself so early in the morning, Miss Krause?" I heard no other than the devil herself say, realising I was standing in front of her as she stood by the door of her classroom. She looked at me with an amused face as the rest of the class looked weirdly at me.
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Why so Sexy, Miss Evans? (GirlxGirl) (TeacherxStudent)
RomanceAnna Krause is in her senior year and more than ready to leave high school behind and start a new, fresh life without homework. What she didn't expect, however, is that she might want to spend a little more time inside what she thought was a prison...