another world c.h

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Calum's POV

She just ran off. She took off down the street and didn't turn back once.

Our dates tomorrow. I wonder if she won't show. She probably won't.

She has anxiety. How come I didn't know? Why didn't she tell me? Right, she doesn't talk. That one thought always haunts me. Why doesn't she talk? Is she mute? Is it by choice? I have so many questions. I wish she'd open up to me. I want to understand her. I want to know her. God damnit why is this so hard. Is it supposed to be this hard? I've always heard love is hard.

Woah. Did I really just think that? Love. No way. That's not possible. I've only known her for like 3 weeks. I can't possibly love her. Can I?

I don't know man this is too much. I just wish she wouldn't have run off like that. I won't judge her or make fun of her or think any differently of her. It's a mental disability. Nothing more. It doesn't change who she is. In fact I like who she is. It's part of her and I like all of her.

I hope she comes tomorrow...