Reba's little ones chapter 2

Chapter 8

"Mama please tell me I'm not the only reason you did that?" She asked panicking
"It's a big part." She said
"I'm so so sorry." I bawled
She nodded and hugged me
I hugged her tight and cried. I felt so bad
Mama looked at Dady
Daddy
He kissed her cheek
She breathed in
"He wasn't gonna make it anyway." She said
"Why?" She askShe e
"He had a whole is his heart and he would live through birth." She said
Mama looked at Savannah. "How did you know?" She smiled
"You told me."  She said
Reba looked at her. "Can I talk to you in the other room?" She asked
"Yeah." I said
She
She took her into the other room. "I didn't terminate the pregnancy" she daid
"You didn't?!" I was so glad she didn't and she could tell
She
"But don't tell your father.... He didnt think that it would be a good idea to have another so soon" she said
"What are you gonna to do your in labor?" She asked
"I'll tell him when he starts to suspect that I'm getting bigger and if he still doesn't want it... Well he'll have to live with it or leave." She said
She nodded and hugged her tight. She was so glad she didn't terminate the pregnancy
"Wanna feel him kick?" She smiled
"Yeah of course!." She smiled
She took vannahs hand and placed it on the spot where little boy was kicking.
"Hey little man." She smiled big
Reba smiled big and kept her hand on top of vannahs. "He kicks when he hears me and daddy talk" Reba smiled
"Aww that's so cute!" She smiled
"Yeah" she smiled and Narvel came in, they pulled their hands away and turned to him. "Hey" they sad
"Hi honey." He wrapped his arms around her was and rest his hands on her belly. He kissed her cheek
"Whatcha doing?" She asked him, she looked at Savannah,and got a worried look on her face.
"I know our son is still in there." He smiled and kissed her cheek again
"No he's not" she said
"Baby I feel him kicking." She said
Reba looked down and sighed.
"It's okay baby. I want him." He smiled
She turned and looked at him. "So what, now that I said that I terminated him you want him all of a sudden?!" She flipped
"I told this months ago." He said
"Yeah well it still hurts everyday Narvel." She said
"Im sorry." He said
"Yeah" she said and walked out of the room
He felt really bad
Reba went into the kitchen and made herself an ice cream Sunday
"MOMMY!!" The twins ran in
"Hey cuties! Want a cookie?" She smiled
"Yes please!" She smiled
Reba picked them up and say them on the stools at the counter and then got the cookie jar letting them each both pick one
"Thanks mommy." Fallon smiled
When she kissed Meg's cheek, Jack went into the jar that was in her hands and tried to take another one
"No no bud only one." She said
He pouted and gave her the eyes.
"How about you and sissy share it?" She asked
"No! I want it all!" He whimpered
"No handsome." She said
He threw the cookie at her and ran out.
Reba sighed
He ran to the play set outside and climbed all the way to the top to the little house at the top and cried while he curled up in the corner and held his toys close.
Savannah climbed up the tree house. "Hey bud." She said
He sniffled and looked up at her, he looked so sad and hurt and like he needed a little comforting. "Mommy doesn't love me anymore" he whimpered and looked down.
"Oh buddy come here." She hugged him tight
He curled into her and held her tight. "Just because there's another boy coming into the family, she always lets me have two.... Now she can't because she gives two to her new favorite boy" he said from her chest
"Baby she's loves you so much. What if she's saving it for you for after dinner." She said
"I don't want it then. I want it now" he sighed and went over to his toys turning his back to her As he cried silently and played with his toys
"Come here." She said
"No just go be  with sissy.... I'm fine up here" he said
"I have something for you." She said
He turned around and looked at her.
She pulled out the cookie
His face lit up. "You snuck me a cookie?!" He asked
"Shh you can't tell anyone." She said. Reba knew that she was giving it to him because she told her too, but she didn't want Jack to know that she knew
He giggled cutely and smiled, he ate the cookie happily in vannahs lap.
She kissed his cheek
He looked up at her. He was the cutest little boy ever. "Think you can get me some milk?" He asked
She put out his favorite sippy cup with milk.
He smiled and drank it all. "Sissy I'm tired" he yawned
"Let's go take a nap." She said
He nodded
They go inside
Jack was asleep in her arms already
"Hey mama." She says
"Hey, how is he?" She said
"Sleeping."I said
She nodded
She walked to his room and laid him in bed
He curl e up and took a good nap
Later that day
Jack and Fallon woke up from there naps
They walked down to the toy room
They were too cute
They were best friend and Reba and Narvel loved it
Reba had her hair down and was just coming in from outside, she had on the famous sunglasses Everyone obsesses over and pants and a tight work out shirt on.
"Hey honey." Narvel said
"Hey" she smiled putting her glasses up
He pulled her close and kissed her
She smiled and kissed back standing on her tippy toes and wrapping her arms around his neck
He rubbed her hips. "I love you so much." He smiled
She looked him in the eyes. " I love you" she smiled
He kissed her deeply
She smiled against his lips and closed her lips over his
He smiled and kissed her
She moved her body closer to his
"You are so sexy." He smiled
"Even with this baby belly?" She asked
"Your even sexier with a baby belly. If that's possible." He smiled
She looked at him and she was blushing badly. "You really do know how to sweet talk a girl" she smiled
"Your so beautiful." He smiled
She looked him in the eyes and they backed into a wall
He kissed her deeply
She pulled away to breath for a second and said "wow you really know how to turn a girl on don't you" she said
"I can't even look at you without being turned on." He said
"Oh really? So I turn you on all the time?" She smirked as she started to unbutton his plaid button up
"All the freaking time." He smirked
"Well that's a good super power to have" she smiled as she stroke his bared chest that barely showed through his shirt
He chuckled and smiled
She kissed his cheek and then tried to walk away
"No no no your not walking away." He pulled her close
"I have to make the kids lunch" she giggled
He just kissed her deeply
She kissed him back open mouthy and she pushed him back against the wall kissing him deeper
He picked her bridal style up to there room. They did there thing 
After they were done they just stayed in bed and waited for their kids to intervene. "You know, you just can't resist" she said to him as she was curled up into him naked.
"That's so true!" He said
"Little man doesn't like that mommy and daddy had what they had" she said
"Well that's how he became little man." He said rubbing her belly
"I know but now mommy doesn't feel to well" she breathed
"What's wrong?" He asked
"I feel like I'm gonna yack all over you" she breathed in and then out and repeated
He got the bucket and rubbed her back
She leaned over the edge of the bed and she was extremely hot and flushed.
He rubbed her back soothing
She pulled the bucket closer to her and breathed as she waited.
"I'm sorry baby." He said
She started crying, she never cries
"Oh honey." He said feeling awful
She started dry heaving
He held her hair back and rubbed her back
She threw up into the bucket a few times and when she was done she just started crying hard
He pulled her close and hugged her tight
"I hate this!" She cried
"I know baby and I wish I could take the pain away." He said
She held him tight and the twins yelled for her. She sighed and picked herself up and breathed in. She was in no condition or state of mind to be around the twins right now but she would do anything for them.
"Guys Mommys sick. What wrong?" Savannah asked them
"We want mommy" they whined. Reba walked in and gave a weak smiled. "What's wrong guys?" She asked, she looked absolutely horrible
"We wanna watch a movie." She said
"Okay vannah can you set them up in the home theater?" She asked softly
"What movie kiddos?" She asked
Reba looked at Narvel and she started doing that breaking this she did before she threw up the last time
He picked her up and carried her to the bathroom
She kneeled down at the toilet and started just full on dry heaving and gagging
He rubbed her back and held her hair up
She had nothing left in her system so nothing was coming out, all she did was gag and heave
"Baby have some water." He said getting her some
She looked at him. "Do you think all of this vomiting and everything is because it might be considered a high risk pregnancy?" She asked him taking a couple small sips
"It could be." He said
She looked down. "I don't want a high risk pregnancy.... I have been through that twice, once with the twins and once with Shelby.... I can't do it a third time." She said
"Baby I'm going to help you in every single way I can." He said
"Can you give birth and vomit for me? Please?" She asked
"I would if I could." He said
She sighed and leaned back against the wall. "Will you take a hot shower or bath with me?" She asked
"Mommy the movies ready!! Fallon said cutely
Reba leaned back she just wanted to cry. She got up and stumbled a little and then went to the room. She just wanted to take a nice hot shower with her husband. Not watch a princess movie with her daughters and son, she had a massive headache and staring at bright screen and listening to little kids yell and scream at the movie was not looking good for her headache. She sat down on the couch and breathed.
"What movie is it?" She asked "it's a home movie. The one from right after after born to their first birthday." Savannah said
Mama groaned. Her stomach was upset as it was and there were scenes in this that would make her blow chunks but she closed her eyes slowly and waited.
"Mommy?" Fallon asked
"Yes?" She asked looking over at her
"I colored this for you." She smiled
She looked at it and smiled. "Oh honey it's beautiful" she smiled, it was scribbles but it was cute, Reba tried to go back to sleep
"I wanna kissy." She climbed on to the couch
"Please no moving, mommy doesn't feel good" Reba dajd
"Why not?" She pouted
Reba didn't answer.
Savannah could tell what as going on. "Fallon you know when we're sick mommy makes us all better?" She asked
She nodded cutely
"Now that Mommys sick it's our job to make her better right?" She said
"How?" She asked
"Well ask her face she wants to take a hit bath?" She said
Hot
Fallon thought it would be funny to hit Reba in the face while she was "sleeping".... It wasn't funny to Reba. "WAKE UP!" Fallon yelled in her ear and hit Rebas face over and over
"FALLON!!!!" Savannah pulled her of Reba's lap
Fallon's smile fell and she looked down and whimpered. "I thought it was funny" she said
"Fallon mommy doesn't feel good. And we don't hit and you know that. Apologize." She said
Fallon looked up at a now wide awake Reba. "I'm sorry mommy.... I was a bad girl, I'll go sit in the corner." You could see her chin quivering as she spoke. She was on the verge of tears but she was trying to be strong like her mommy is. She hopped down off the couch and walked to the corner and stood there.
"Fallon thank you for apologizing." Reba said 
She just nodded with her back to reba, she was crying but didn't want to show it, she had picked up her Barbie doll that was her favorite on the way over and Savannah saw her with it. She walked over and ripped it out of her hands. Fallon started crying and she ran and hid.
"Sweetie thank you for helping but she doesn't need to hear screaming." Narvel got up to find her
Savannah looked at Reba and them looked down. "I'm going to Lizzie's for the night.... I can't do anything right. Have a good night." I said getting up and going out the front door
Reba grabbed her hand before could leave and hugged her tight. She started crying. "Thank you." She said
"I have become the mother to these twins. Not you, ever sense you've gotten pregnant I have had to feed them three times a day, bath them, put them to sleep... You've done nothing" Savannah said
"Your right I have done nothing. You have no idea how proud i am of you and how blessed we are to have you. You deserved to spend some time with Lizzie." She said
All She did was nod and walk out. Jack was looking at Reba from down below. "I knew you didn't love me and sissy anymore... And now I'm not gonna tell you where she is." He said
"Jack I love you and Fallon more then you could ever image. I know that I haven't been around a lot but that gonna change." She picked hi and kissed his cheek "I love you so much." She said
"This baby is ruining our life's.... And our relationships" he sighed
She just held him tight
Narvel put Fallon back in the corner and she sat down and put her head in her hands
"Fallon can you come here please." She said
She got up and was wiping her swollen eyes with the palms of her tiny hands. She looked at Reba and her cheeks were tear stained and puffy, her eyes were wet with tears and red from her rubbing. "Yes mommy" she said
Reba pulled up on to her lap and kissed her cheek. She held her close
She laid her head on her chest, the head on her favorite dolly was off of its head. "Mommy she broke it" she whimpered
"Daddy will fix it baby." She said
She crawled down and held it in her tiny baby hands. "Savannahs broken" she whimpered.... Reba didn't know she named her after her older sister
"Baby did you name her after me?" Savannahs asked
"You broke Savannah!" She yelled at her
"I didn't mean to. I'm really sorry." She got down on her leave like
Level
"Just go!" She cried and ran to narvels leg and his
Hid
"Fallon sissys not having a good day and i didn't mean to break Savannah. I love you." She said
She just kept hidden behind Narvel leg, she was the perfect size for it to make a good hiding spot
"I'll fix Savannah I promise. I love you so much." She said
"No daddy fixes her" she said
"What I can do to make things better?" She asked
"Go away" she said
"Fallon please." She said
"Go away!" She cried
Savannah started to cry. She really bad
Fallon ran to Reba and reached to be picked up
"I'm really sorry." She cried
"Go away! And leave me alone" she said curling into Reba
She just cried
Fallon held onto Reba tight and Jack.
"I'm the worst big sister ever!" She cried
Reba rubbed the twins backs and sighed, she couldn't bring another baby into this family.
"Sissy no your not." Fallon said
She looked at her
Fallon got off of Reba and walked over to her
She picked her up
"It's okay sissy." She said this was the first time were Jack and Fallon has seen their big sister so upset and they didn't like it
Jack was shy and didn't know what to do so he just snuggled into Reba and Reba giggled and kissed his little forehead.
"I love you." Savannah kissed Fallon cheek
"Love you" she smiled
She held her close
The next decade
Day
Everything was back to normal in the Blackstock house hold. Reba was feeling much better
She had had some morning sickness this morning but was feeling better as the morning went on.
"Daddy!!! Mama!!" They heard for little feet hitting the hardwood floors
Reba giggled and looked at Narvel. "Shall we?" She asked "we shall" he smiled and they pretended to be asleep
"Wake up!!" Let us in!!" They said banging on the door
They giggled and waited
"Mommy!!!! Daddy!!!" They yelled
Savannah came and opened the door for them
Reba and Narvel were still acting asleep
The twins ran in like a herd of cows
The tried to jump up on to he best but they were to short
Vannah lifted them both up
Savannah sat on the edge of the bed and smiled at them
They both crawled to the end of the bed and Fallon went in Rebas face and Jack went in narvels
Reba pulled her into a hug and smothered her face in kisses. Narvel did the same to Jack
Reba smiled at there cuteness and everyone settled down. "Any plans for today?" Reba asked
"Mama we go to Okiehoma today!!" She smiled
Reba giggled and smiled at the way she said Oklahoma. "That's right, now no telling about the baby okay?" She said to the twins
"Mama their gonna know." She said
"How" she said
"Your belly." She smiled
"I'll wear baggy clothes and hope pake keeps his yapper shut" she said
"Mama he won't . He's pake!" She giggled
"I know, I know" she dighed
Fallon put her little hand on her belly
Reba looked down at her and giggled and smiled. "He kicking?" She smiled at Fallon
"I feel it!" She smiled
Reba giggled. "He liked you" she smiled rubbing Fallon's little back
"I like him too." She said
They flew to Oklahoma and Reba unbuckled the twins and put them down,
.
"Mommy my ears hurt." Jack said
Reba picked him up. "I know baby, flying in a plane does that to you" she said rubbing his back
"Why?" He reached to be picked up and whimpered
Reba kissed his ears and rubbed them. "Buddy yawn, that will make them pop and feel better" she daid swaying him softly.
He yawned and they popped. It scared him and it hurt. He started whimpering
Reba rubbed his back and kissed her head. "Shhhh, it's okay baby.... They'll feel better" she said
He nodded and hugged her tight
She smiled and kissed his head, she needed to get inside and to the bathroom before pake saw her or said something to her, she hadn't had time to change out of her tight clothes from that morning.
When they got off the plane. They saw Pake and Jackie. Reba  still hadn't changed yet 
Reba looked at Narvel and panicked. "What do I do?!" She said frantic
"Show that baby belly." He smiled
"I can't! Not yet" she said looking around and Narvel handed her his sweatshirt, she threw it on fast and kept Jack Infront of her stomach
"Babe why don't you want them knowing?" He asked
"Because I just had the twins and I don't want anyone insulting us" she said walking closer to them
"Baby the twins are thee." He said
She looked down sighed, she didn't say anything she just kept walking.
"Grandma!!" Fallon ran to get
Her
Reba smiled and put Jack down to run to her.
He ran with his chubby, stubby little legs
Reba laughed at her chubby kids and grabbed narvels hand
He smiled
They got to them and smiled. "Hey guys" Reba smiled
"Reba!" Jackie hugged her tight
Reba smiled and hugged her back rubbing her back. "How you been?" Reba smiled
"I've missed you guys." She said
"We've missed you guys too!" She smiled, the twins were both scared of pake so they grabbed Rebas legs.
"It's okay guys." She giggled
Pake kneeled down and smiled at them. He growled and scared them.
"Pake you scaring them." Jackie said
They hid farther behind Rebas legs and he popped up behind Reba and looked at them. "Boo!" He said
They jumped and yelled
He giggled and picked them up to see what they would do
"Mommy!!" They started crying
Reba giggled and took them. "You guys ares such big babies" she said to them
"Yeah." They nodded
Reba kissed there heads
"How's he baby?" Jackie whispered in her ear
"Excuse me?" She asked confused
"I know something you don't want me to know." She said
"Yeah" she said
"I gotta grandbaby on the way." She said
"Shhhh, pakes right there." She said
She kissed her cheek
Reba breathed in and they drove to the house, they got out and the twins went in the back yard to play with there cousins
Narvel sat with her and rubbed her belly
She looked at him and smiled
"Another little Blackstock boy Hun." He smiled
She giggled and made a nervous noise
"We got this baby." He said
"Another Jack" she said looking at him, you could see the worried on her face
"He's a good boy." He said
"But he's trouble" she said
"He's also three. Shelby and Brandon were the same way and look how great they turned out." He smiled
"I know but... It's just so much" she said
"We can do it." He said
She breathed in and nodded
He kissed her cheek
She smiled
"I love you." He said
"Love you, now we should go inside with everyone" she said getting up, they went inside and it was so hot but Reba refused to take the sweatshirt off
"Mama?" Savannah asked
"Yes?" She said
"You okay?" She asked
"Yeah... I just don't feel like changing and I'm warm... That's all" she said
"Show your bump." She smiled
"No... To many people" she said
"Mama it's family and the twins have big mouths." She smiled
Reba looked down. "Excuse me" she said walking out
"Mommy what's wrong?" She asked
"I don't want to tell anyone because the doctor doesn't suspect I will make it passed this month. Okay." She said
"Wait what?!" She asked concerned
"They think he will pass before I can finish this month off... I didn't want to tell everyone and then have it all crumble. Happy now." She said
"No mommy I'm sorry I didn't know." She said sadly
"Yeah well." She said and walked away
"Mama I'm really sorry." She said
Reba just walked to her room
She felt bad. She was only trying to help
Reba started looking at old photo albums
Savannah watched her from the door way
"You know bud... If I loose you, I don't want anymore babies" she said to her belly
Savannahs heart shattered
"So pull through... We have a whole page preserved for you in the album" she breathed
"Everyone loves you. Especially Vannah. She's help so much even thought I'm not always the nicest." She said 
Savannah walked in and sat down next to her. "You mean that?" She asked
"With my whole heart baby." She smiled
"Really?" She smiled
"Really." She smiled
She hugged her tight
Reba kissed her cheek and hugged her tight. "I love you so much." She said
"Love you" she smiled
Reba kissed her cheek again
She smiled and they went down stairs
They baby was kicking like crazy
She breathed and sat down, her hand lingered to her stomach.
She sat next to Narvel
Reba took his hand and placed it on the spot
He smiled big and rubbed the spot
She leaned into him, everyone was staring at them
"What?" She asked
"Uh.... What's going on?" They asked
"Uh." She so as
"What" th y six
She didn't know what to say
Narvel looked at her
She snuggled into him
"So?" They asked
"What do I say?" She whispered
"Whatever you want" he said
"I'm pregnant." She smiled
"Really?" They asked
"Yep." She smiled
"That's great" they smiled
"Thanks guys." She smiled
About 3 weeks had passed
They were back home in Nashville
Reba had blown up
Her belly was hugs 
She came into the kitchen for breakfast
Savannah was in there for the same thing
"Coffee?" Reba said
"Yes please." She yawed
Reba got three mugs out and poured them, handing one to vannah, taking one for herself and handing one to Narvel.
"Thanks mama." She said
She smiled and nodded leaning back on the counter
Narvel kissed her
She kissed back and smiled. "Good morning baby" she said centimeters away from his lips
"Morning beautiful." He smiled
She smiled and put her forehead on his
He smiled and pulled her close
"Look at you two love birds" she smiled at them
Reba giggled and smiled
He pulled her close and kissed her neck
She giggled
He smiled
"I love you." She said
"Love you" he smiled
She kissed him
He kissed back
She pulled him close
He picked her up
She sat up on the counter to and wrapped her arms around his neck
He smiled and held her close
She put her forehead on his
He placed his hands on her belly
"He's growing." She smiled
"He sure is!" He smiled
"He's gonna have a big ole head too." She giggled
"Oh really?" He smiled placing his hand lower where the head should be
"Yeah." She said
He smiled and pulled her shirt up
He kissed her belly
She smiled and she placed her hand on the spot where he was kicking
He smiled
"He likes to play around in there" she said
He kissed her belly
She smiled big
He kissed her next
She kissed him deeply
He pulled her closer
She was so white and perfect, she had the bluest eyes ever, her hair was absolutely perfect and she looked beautiful.
"I love you so much." He smiled
"I love you, now go get ready. We have to get the twins off to day carry Cass of to school and we have to go to work" she sis d
"But I wanna kiss you." She said
"Uh uh uh. After we get ready and get to work" she said
"But baby." He whined
"No buts or you won't get a kiss at all" she said
He poked his lips out for one
"No Narvel." Her tone sounded like she wasn't in the mood.
"Sorry." He said
She walked upstairs and got ready for the day
"Where's mommy?" Fallon asked Jack
"I'm right here beautiful" she smiled
"Morning." She yawned
"Morning sleepy head" she got them ready and off to day school
Narvel and Reba drive to woke
Reba got out and everyone at starstuck was still getting used to Reba being pregnant.
"He's so big." She rubbed her belly
Narvel grabbed her hand and turned her towards him. "He's a blackstock" he said
She smiled and kissed him
He kissed back deeply and they had a full on make out session. Brett, sandi and Carolyn were watching and smiling
She cupped her hands around his face
He kissed her deep
She smiled
They parted
She took his hand
He held it tight
They walked/waddle to their  office
He chuckled at her waddling. "Your not gonna be able to move by the end of this pregnancy" he chuckled
"I know! I'm already a penguin!" She huffed
He laughed and smiled
She just huffed
He kissed her temple
"Thanks." She said
"Your perfect whether your a penguin or Skinny chick" he said
"Thanks baby." She said
He pecked her lips
she smiled
They sat down at their desks
He could see the top of her belly poking out
Reba was working and she looked over and noticed him staring. "Is there something wrong dear?" She asked
"Your belly is so cute!" He cooed
She smiled and placed a hand on the top of her belly
He smiled at her
She smiled at him and went back to work
He still could stop looking at her bump
She was typing and her hand went to her stomach
"He kicking?" He asked
She smiled and nodded. "He just moved into a position where he's kicking the inside of my ribs" she said
"What does it feel like?" He asked
"It kind of feels like someone's punching me in the ribs over and over and over again but there a weak man" she daid
"Why do all of our kids like kicking you in the ribs?" He chuckled
"That's a good question. That I don't know the answer to but it starts to be annoying when you 8 or 9 months and you can't breath and they do this" shrug said
"They wanna make sure you can still sing while they do it." He chuckled
"Tell me about it" she said rubbing up and Down her rib cage
"We gotta start thinking of names for him." He said
"Nope. No named for him until he's born." She stated
"Huh? Why?" He asked confused
"Because I hate it. I hate talking and looking for names. No names until he's born." She said
"Since when? You loved doing it for the other kids." He said
"Narvel I'm really not in the mood right now." She dsid
"Fine I'll back off." He said
"Yeah that's what I thought." She spat and got up.
"I love you." He said
"Love you" she said walking out
He got back to work
Reba went and got some coffee and came back
"Hi." He said
"Hi" she said
"Can I have a sip?" He asked
"Nope... Get your own" she said
"Just a little one?" He asked
"No, the pregnant woman got up and got it. It's hers not yours" she dsid
"Fine." He said getting up
She sat down and started to work sipping on her coffee.
He kissed her cheek and went to get himself some
She had a show tonight
She was excited about it
She had everything picked out and everything.
Narvel walked back with his coffee and her favorite ice cream
She gasped. "Ice cream!" She squealed
"I wanna kiss first." He smiled
She groaned. "No! I want my ice cream!" She whined
"Nope a good kiss first."
He smiled
She huffed and crossed her arms. "Give me the damn Ice cream" she said
"Give me a damn kiss." He smiled
"No!" She whined
"Please." He asked
"Please give me the ice cream" she said like a little kid
He put it on her desk and walked over to his. All he want was a kiss from the love of his life's a it hurt that she wanted the ice cream more then him
She sat down and started eating the ice cream like there was no tomorrow.
"Your welcome." He said
She just kept eating not saying anything
He was really hurt by her
She did her work and then went for a fitting for her clothes for tomorrow
Tonight
Savannah called Narvel
"Hey daddy" sh said
"Hey honey." He smiled
"What's up?" She said
"Just working on work." He said
"Where's mama?" She sdked
"She's doing clothes stuff." He said
"cool" she said
"Yeah, you home yet?" He asked
"Yeah" she said
"Okay can you get the twins and bring them to the office." He asked
"Yes" she smiled
"Thanks baby." He smiled
She nodded and brought them to the office
"Hey kiddos." They smiled
"Mommy!" Fallon ran to her with a paper in her hand and her backpack bouncing on her back
"Hey beautiful!! How was school?" She smiled
"I miss you" she said cutely
"I missed you too." She said
She reached to be picked up
Reba picked her up and kissed her cheek
Little man started kicking Fallon's leg and she giggled. "Hi baby!" She smiled leaning down and placing her hand on her belly and holding Reba.
"That's him saying hi." She smiled
"Hi Mr, I'm your big sissy Fallon" she said cutely
Reba and Narvel smiled. Reba kissed her cheek
Jack looked really tired and was falling asleep in narvels arms
"Is Mommys little mad tired?" She asked
He yawned and nodded
He kissed his cheek
He smiled and giggled
"I love you." She smiled
"Love you" he smiled
She kissed his cheek again
He giggled
She smiled and giggled
They went home
They twins were asleep
Reba put them to bed and went to do yoga
Narvel watched her and smiled
She had a tight pink tank top and tight yoga pants. She was perfect.
"Your so beautiful." He smiled
She looked over. "Why are you watching?" She said
"Your so sexy." He smiled
"I'm making out baby healthy." She said
He smiled and nodded
She kept going
He watched
She kept looking at him.
He was smiling like a dork
"You want to join me?" She said
I nodded and smiled
She smiled and he set up and she went on to the next pose
He just wanted to watch her
She had her butt in the air
He patted it softly
She stood up fast and gasped. "Out. Now." She said
"Honey I'm sorry I won't do it again" he said
"I sad out!" She yelled
Said*
"Baby please." He said
"NARVEL GO!" She yelled
"Honey I'm sorry." He said
"Please go" she said
He left
She breathed in and sat down.
He just wanted to be with her
She put her head in her hands and rubbed her stomach
She didn't mean to snap at him
She closed her eyes and ended up falling asleep on the ground
Narvel picked her up and laid her on the couch
She curled up
"I love you." He whispered
She placed her hand on her stomach
He kissed her cheek
She smiled
"I love you." He said again
She yawned
He kissed her
She opened her eyes
"Hey beautiful." He smiled
She moaned and groaned
"What darlin?" He asked
"This thing makes me feel like complete shit 24/7!" She whined
"Oh honey." He said
She was so overwhelmed
He hugged her tight
She breathed and tried to calm down.
He rubbed her back soothingly
"It's just so overwhelming and nerve-racking" she said
"I know baby." He held her close
"I'm so stressed out so I try and do yoga to keep the baby healthy and they you irritate me and make it worse." She said
"I just wanted to be with you." He said
"And I just wanted you to do damn yoga with me! But you couldn't take your damn ass eyes off of me and do something to make me happy!" She said
"I can never take my eyes off of you nor do I want to. And I did yoga with you yesterday." He said
"I just wanted to do a nice yoga session with my husband... So what if you did it yesterday, I wanted you to do it today" she zaid getting up
He grabbed her hand. "Let's do some." He smiled
"No. I already did some and you didn't know want to. Come on kids, we're going for a walk, just the 4 of us." She said calling all the kids
"There sleeping." He said
"Then I'll go alone." She said and walked out the front door
"Honey wait." He said
"Narvel no. I need air. Away from you" she said
"What did I do?" He asked
She looked at him and shook her head and walked away
"Reba please." He said
She kept walking
He grabbed her hand
She pulled away. "If you know what's best for you, you'll let me be alone." She said
"I wanna talk this out." He said
"No." She said and walked off
"Why not?" He asked
She didn't stop she kept walking.
Savannah walked down stairs. "Daddy what's going on?" She asked
"Your mothers just in a mood" he said
"Want me to go talk to her?" She asked
"No I thinks it's best if we just give her what she asked for... Space" he said
She just nodded and looked down
Reba came back about and hour and a half later and be packed a bag.
"Mama?" Fallon looked scared
Reba zipped her bag shut and looked down, she squatted down to her level. "Baby mamas just gonna go see grandma for a few days" she said pulling her close
"Mommy don't go." She had tears in her baby blue eyes 
"It's just till mommy can calm down and be stress free" she said rubbing her back
"Mommy don't go." She started crying
Reba held her close, she just wanted to leave before this happened with the twins.
Jack came in and saw the bag on the bed. "Mommy?" He said
"Look. You two go see sissy and daddy" she said
"Mommy why is suitcase?" He pointed
"Go see daddy jack" she said
"Mommy."he cried
"Jackson. Take your sister and go see your father" she said, she was getting frustrated
"What's going on in here." Savannah said. She saw the suitcase and her heart stopped
"Savannah take your siblings and go see your father please." She said
"Where are you going?" She asked
"I'm just going to my moms for a few days... I need time to think, clear my head and be stress free for a couple of days." She said
"Oh." She said sadly and Narvel walked in
Reba was getting really overwhelmed with Everyone that was in the room, she kissed the kids heads and walked out.
The twins were crying and screaming for her. Her heart broke
Reba walked out to the car, put her stuff in and then drove to the air port
Savannah was letting the twins play a game on her phone. And some hoe they figured out how to call Reba on it
Reba declined the call and leaned back in the plane seat and closed her eyes.
They didn't again
Reba turned her phone off.
They started crying
A few days went by with no phone call, then a week, and then 10 days.
"Vannah!" Fallon called for her
She came in. "Yes baby girl?" She said
"Can I call mommy?" She asked her eyes were red and puffy from crying
"Honey we've tried... She hasn't picked up. She needs a little space baby and we need to respect that" she said pulling her into her lap
"Try grandma then." Fallon was attached to Reba's hip and when Reba wasn't there. She lost
"Baby why don't we go get some ice cream" she said trying to get off the topic.
"I want mommy!" She whimpered
"Chocolate ice cream of vanilla?" She daid
"Mommy!" She said
Vannah sighed.
"Can you please try grandma?" She asked
She called grandma and Jackie picked up.
"Hello?" She said
"Hi grandma!" She sis d
"Hey honey! How are you." She said
"I miss mommy" she said
"Do you want to talk to her?" She asked
"Yes" she said
"Reba." She called for her
"Yes?" She said
"Someone's on the phone for you." She says
"Not in the mood to talk" she said
"Honey you haven't talked to anyone in ten day and your kids who miss you." She said
"And I'm finally starting to feel stress free. No I will not talk to them." She said
"Reba your their mother." Jackie said
"Yeah and I need time away." She spat
"Reba you'll be gone ten days." Jackie said. Reba didn't think it had been that long. She thought it was only a couple of days at most
"Yeah well to bad. I need air. More air away from them." She said
"That happened?" Jackie said. When she realizes that Fallon was crying. She put her on speaker
"I'd rather not talk about it." She said and walked out of the room.
Jackie grabbed her hand "I'm sorry baby." She said to Fallon
Reba breathed and hunched over holding her stomach.
"Grandma I miss my mommy so badly." She cried hard. Savannah was rubbing her back
Reba breathed in and out, she was in a lot of pain. She packed her bag and left without saying by. She drove home and she was in excruciating pain but didn't tell anyone
She called Narvel
He answered. "Hello?" He said
"Hey it's me." She said
"Hey, what's up?" He said
"Can you meet at the hospital?" She asked
He became worried. "Uh yeah? Why what's wrong?" He asked putting clothes on fast and grabbing the keys
"Something wrong with baby and I don't what it is?" She getting emotional
"I'm on my way. You drive straight to the hospital you hear me?" He said telling vannah to watch the kids and with that he left.
He raced to the hospital as fast as he could
When he got there he saw Reba leaning on the car, she looked like she was crying and in a lot of pain.
He ran over to her and rubbed her back. "Hey." He said
She looked up at him. "I knew it.... I knew this was gonna happen." She said to him
"What's wrong." He asked
"I'm bleeding.... Bad" she said pointing to the drivers seat in her car.
"Crap! Let's get you inside." He said
He scooped her up and she curled into him. "How could I let this happen to you!" He scowled himself
"None of this was your fault. If I hadn't been a big baby and ran away. We wouldn't be here right now." She said
"I should have known to keep the twins away to keep you stress free" he said
"Baby this is not your fault." She aid
"It's particularly" he said
"No no."she said
"Yes yes" she said
He
"Babe." She said
"Yes?" He said
"Please don't blame you self." She said
"I have to" he said
"No you don't blame me. It's my fault." She said
"Reba I will not blame you. I should have stopped you, brought you home and taken care of you" he said
"You did try and I told you to stop." She said
He sighed and they got a room. He held her hand "I'm sorry" he said
"I'm the sorry one. I was the one being shellfish and just left. I didn't think how much it would hurt you guys." She said
"Baby calm down.... If we loose the baby, we can always try again if you want. Only if you want to" he said trying to change the subject a little.
"I love you." She said
"I love you" he said
"Still?" She asked
"Still, and trust me... If we loose this baby it might bring us closer, instead of farther" he said
"I don't to lose him." She said
"Shhhh" he pulled her close
She started crying
He felt Awful
"I'm such an idiot." She cried
"Oh honey! Your not and idiot!" She said
He
"Yes I am." She cried
"How?" He said
"I left my family for no damn reason. What kind of mother and wife does that?" She cried
"A mother who cares" he sai
"Only about her self." She cried hard
"Sweetheart, calm down" he said
"I Can't believe what I did." She says
"Shhh" he said and the doctor walked in
"Hi Doctor." Reba said
"Hey... So I'm sad to say that the baby was in distress for to long and you..,, you lost him" he said
She broke down crying and so did Narvel. He hugged her
He held her tight and she breathed
"It's all my fault." She cried
"No Reba. It's not." Narvel said
"Yes it is." She cried
"Shhh, I have some one that wants to come in and be by your side while you have the baby" he said
"Who is it?" She asked
Vannah walked in. "Hi mommy" she said
"Hi baby." Reba reached for her. She missed her so much
She hugged her
Reba kissed her cheek and held her tight
The doctor walked in and they delivered the baby
Savannah and Narvel never left her side
She looked like she was very tired
"Where are the twins?" She asked
"Mommy..." They said standing at the door looking at there feet
"Hi babies." She smiled
"Hi" they said not moving from the door
"Come here cuties." She said
They ran to the bed side
Savannah picked Fallon up and put her on the bed. Narvel did the same with Jack
They curled into her and Fallon was so happy
"I missed you guys so much." She said
"Mommy? Where's the baby?" Fallon asked looking At Rebas stomach
"Uh." She said, she hadn't thought how she was going to answer that question
Fallon looked at Reba and then at vannah and lastly at her daddy. "Mommy is the baby okay?" She asked noticing no one had him.
She shook her head no trying not to cry
Fallon looked down and pulled away from Reba. "Vannah take me home please" she said reaching for her
"Sweetie mommy needs us right now." She said
"I want to go home... I want to go home with mommy and snuggle, I want her to feed my breakfast and tell me how pretty and beautiful I am.... I want to go home and play with my mommy. I want to go home and snuggle with my stuffed animals till my mommy can come home" she said
"Baby mommy coming home tonight and we can do all those things." Reba said
"But I want to go home now" she pointed
Pouted
"I do to beautiful." She said
  She looked down and sighed.
Reba pulled her close and kissed her cheek
"Mommy? Did you leave because I was being a bad girl?" She asked softly
"Of course not sweetie." She said
"I don't believe you" she said
"I left for stupid reasons. None of them were because you were being a bad girl. Your not a bad girl at all." She said
"Even when your mad at me?" She asked
"Even when I'm mad at you I wouldn't leave." She said
"Okay" she said
"I love you." She said
"Love you" she said
Reba kissed her cheek
"Mommy when can you go home?" She asked
"Soon." She said
She huffed.
"That's what I said." She smiled
"So I don't have a baby brother?" She asked
"No honey." She said with tears in her eyes
"Can I see him?" She asked cutely
"Sweetie he's gone." Daddy said sadly
"So I can't see him..." She looked down
"I'm sorry baby but none of us can see him." He said
"Not even for a second so I can say that I love him and kiss his hand?" She asked
The doctor walked back into the room
They all looked up except for Fallon
"Would like to see him quickly?" He asked
Fallon looked at the baby and spoke for them all. "YES!" She said
Reba giggled at her
The doctor brought him in and Fallon smiled and looked at him. "Hi! I am or was your big sissy, Fallon. I just wanted you to know that I love you! And that your so cute!" She cooed and kissed his head and hand.
"Your such a goo big sister." Savannah smiled
"Like you?" She smiled
"I love you." She smiled
"Love you" she smiled
She kissed her cheek
She smiled
They all went home
Fallon fell asleep on the way home
Reba carried her in
She curled up
Reba kissed her cheek
She smiled and they went to bed, Reba sat on the edge of the bed.
Their
Narvel kissed her
"We lost our baby today" she said looking at him
"I know." He nodded
She breathed in and held it
"Breath baby." He said
She let it out and she broke down for the first time
He hugged her tight
"Narvel he's gone" she cried hard
He started crying and hugged her tight
The cuddled and curled into him, he was her rock.
"I love you." He said
"Love you, your so strong" she said
"Thanks babe." He said
"My rock" she smiled rubbing his chest
He kissed her head
She smiled and laid her head on his arm and they laid down. "We can do this" she said
"Yep." He said
"Why don't we take the twins to the craft fair at our local church tomorrow?" She said
"That sounds like fun." He said
"Really? Too soon for us to jump back into our everyday life?" She said
"I think it's okay." He said
"You think?" She said
"What do you feel comfortable with doing." He asked
"Anything... I just don't want questions from fans. I just want to go out with my family" she said
"You don't have to answer them." I said
She looked at him and sighed. "Being famous is hard" she whined
"I know baby." He wrapped her back
She fell asleep
The next morning
Reba was downstairs making breakfast
Savannah woke up
Reba had the twins at the table eating fruit while she made breakfast
"Morning." Savannah yawned
"Morning" she smiled
Reba kissed her cheek
She smiled big and went over to the twins at their high chairs.
"Hi sissy." They said
"Hey sassy pants and chubs" she smiled
They smiled and giggled
"Love you girls" she smiled
Guys
"Love you." They said
They ate breakfast
"What's the plan today." Savannah asked
"The local craft fair sound okay?" She said
"Sound good." She said
"You sure?" She said
She nodded and smiled
Narvel came in
"Daddy!!" They smiled
Reba giggled and got them played
Plates
"Thanks babe." He kissed her
She kissed back deeply
He smiled
She pulled him close
He hugged her tight
"How you doing this morning?" She said
"I'm okay." He said
"Same" she said
He kissed her
She kissed back deeply
He moves his hands to her butt
She gasped and smiled. "So your in that kind of mood?" She smiled big
He smiled and nodded
She smiled and kissed him softly
"I love you." He said
"I love you" she smiled
He kissed her again
She pulled herself closer to him
He sing
Smiled
They got everyone ready
"Mommy?" Jack said
"Can we go?" He asked
"Yes Mr" she smiled
He smiled and reached for her
She picked him up
She kissed his cheek
He giggled
"I love you." She said
"Love you" he said cutely
He kissed his cheek again
They left and went to the craft fair at the church
Fallon and Jack we're singing
Reba smiled at them and leaned back going to place her hand on her stomach
Narvel grabbed her hand
She held it tight
"I love you." He said
"Love you" she held her breath
He kissed the back of her hand
She closed her eyes
They get to church
Reba opened her eyes and breathed out. "I'm nervous" she said
"I'm right here." He said
"I don't think I can do it" she said
"Baby your strong." He said
"Yeah but I just lost my child Narvel. I'm not this strong" she said
"Baby I know it's hard." He said "We don't have to this." He said
Reba turned around and the twins looked sad. "Vannah why don't you take them" she sighed
"Mommy?" Jack asked
"Yes?" She said
"Why can you and daddy take us?" He asked
Reba looked at Narvel. "I can't do this" she mouthed and tears rushed to her eyes
"Mommys just not feeling good bud." Narvel said
Jack looked down. "So mommy doesn't want to be with us... Come on sissy" he said sadly to Fallon and vannah and got out on his own.
Reba's heart broke. "Honey of course I want to be with you." She said
"No you don't! You'd rather be whining over the baby than be with us!" He said
"Jackson Wayne." Narvel said
He sat there and he looked at Reba with tears falling down his cheeks. "Why can't you be happy with me?" He said going to vannah and snuggling into her leg
She picked him up and sat him in her lap. "Jack I'm more then happy with
you. If i ever lost you..." She could finish her sentence. She was bawling
"Vannah can we go?" He asked reaching for her
"We're all going." Reba said wiping her tears
"No just go home" he said
"Jack." She said
"No" he said walking off
Savannah picks him up
He reaches for toward the door to go in
"Baby we gotta get sassy." She said
He nodded
"You ready Fallon?" Savannah asked
She nodded and smiled big. "Bye mommy" she said sadly hugging her and then vannah took her
"I love you so much." She said
"Love you" she said looking down
"I love you Jack." She said
He didn't say anything.
"Love you Jack and Vannah." She said
"Love you" vannah said and Jack just curled into her my saying a peep.
Savannah rubbed his back
Reba and Narvel drove away and Jack sighed, it was only fun when his parents were there with him. And Fallon was crying because her mommy was leaving her again.
"Do you guys wanna go home?" She asked them
"No mommy wants to be alone" Fallon sniffled
"Mommy has been alone to long." Savannah said calling Narvel
"Hello?" He said
"Can you come and pick us up?" She asked
"No vannah... It's fine" the twins said
"Are you sure?" She asked
They looked down and nodded, they didn't want Reba getting mad at them so they decided to stay.
"I'll call when we're ready to come home." She said
"Okay" they said and hung up. The twins looked up at vannah.
"Ready cuties?" She asked
They pouted and nodded
"I want them here to." She said
"Mommy leaves, losses her baby and can't even spend time with us at a fun place" they sighed
She squatted down to their level. "I know it's hard guys." She said
"We're her kids! Not yours! You shouldn't have to take care of us." They said
"But I love you guys so I don't mind watching you guys." She said
"But we miss mommy holding our hands" they sad sadly
She hugged them tight. Savannah missed her mom just as much as they do. Savannah leaves for college soon and wants to spend a lot of time with her family, but Reba doesn't seem to get that
They hugged her back tightly and Savannah heard sniffling from both sides of her.
"We'll get her back soon." She said
They sniffled and nodded
"I love you." She said
"Love you sissy" they said
She kissed theirs cheeks ."hold my hands." She said
They held her hands tightly.
They had so much fun at the craft fair
Savannah kept getting questions of where Reba was
"You guys ready?" She asked the twins
They nodded eating their ice cream.
Savannah called Narvel
He answered and said Reba was taking a nap and that he was on his way. Savannah sighed
"Baby we really appreciate it. Thanks so much. I know it hasn't been easy on you." He said
"You know I leave for college in 4 weeks right?" She said pissed off
"I know baby." He said
She hung up on him and got a ride home from Lizzie.
"MOMMY!!!! DADDDY!!!!" The twins yelled
Savannah sighed and got them out of the car
"Thanks Lizzie:" she said
"No problem, call me if you need anything" she said
"Thanks." She smiled and walked inside
She went right to her room not doing saying anything to anyone.
Reba understood that she was mad. Reba really didn't been a mom to her for a while
Savannah looked at her calendar and it there it was before her eyes.... 2 weeks till the day of college move in day and 4 weeks till the first day of college.
Reba knocked on her door with the dogs
Savannah heard the dogs and smiled. "Come in puppies" she smiled
Reba opened the door and let them in. She walked in behind them
Savannah smiled at the dogs and patted them and snuggled with them.
"Hi honey." Reba said
She didn't answer her
"Honey you have no idea how bad I feels about everything." She said
"Just leave me alone." She daud
"I wanna be with you." She said
"Go away." She said
"I love you." She said
Savannah was so pissed. "I SAID GO AWAY!" She yelled at her
"Savannah." She said
"Go far away from me!!!" She yelled
Reba's heart shattered
Savannah got up and grabbed her coat and keys and ran out.
"Sissy?" Fallon said
"Honey sissy just going to Lizzie's house to cool off" she said
"Vannah!!" She said
"Sweetheart.... I'll be back or you can come visit if you miss me that much" she said
"Don't leave us too." She cried
"Wanna come with me?" She said
"What about Jacky?" She asked
"Him too" she said
"No one is going anywhere." Narvel said
"Yes we are" she said she picked up the kids and got in the car.
Narvel tools her keys from the counter
She buckled the kids all in and she had a back up in her back pocket. She put it in and started the car.
"Savannah I want my teddy bear." Jack said
"Okay stay right here" she kissed their heads and took the key with her and went and got his teddy bear.
Narvel grabbed her hand
"Get. Away. From. Me." She said sternly holding his teddy bear and walking outs
"Savannah stop it!" He said
"Grow a pair dad and open your eyes and notice how you and mom are treating me and the twins." She said and slammed the door
"SAVANNAH BLACKSTOCK!!!" He boomed scaring all three of them
Savannah held the twins as they started crying. "Shhh, come on babies... Let's go to the park" she said and drove off as she began to cry herself.
Narvel got in his car and followed them
Savannah got the kids out and let them run free at the park, she sat on the park bench and cried silently to herself
Narvel said down next to her. "I'm sorry daddy." She cried
"You should be telling your mother." He said. "You know guys don't even care about us..." Savannah said
"Honey we care about you guys more then you know." He said
"Tell that to me when I'm leaving for college in two weeks and all you and mom care about is the loss of a baby that isn't here. WE ARE HERE RIGHT NOW!" She yelled at him and got up.
He grabbed her hand and hugged her tight
"LET GO OF ME!" She started crying. "You take the kids home. I'm going to Lizzie's" she said and ran to her car and drove off.
He just sighed. He heard the twins calling for Savannah
Savannah drove to Lizzie's house.
She knocked on the front door
Lizzie came to the for
Door
"Hey." She said crying
Lizzie pulled her in and rubbed her back. "Shhhh, calm down" she said softly
"I miss my parents." She cried
"Oh vannah, wanna talk about it?" She asked
"Can we?" She asked
"Definitely, come in" she said
"Thanks Lizzie." She said
She nodded and they sat down. "So tell me what's going on" she said
"Well mama just up and left one day. Didn't talk to any of us. She left me to take care of the twins. We lost the baby." That's when she broke down.
Lizzie pulled her close. "Why don't you stay with us till you leave for college?" She suggested rubbing her back
"I want to be with them before I leave for three months." I said
"Oh.... I understand" she looked down
"But I would Love to stay with you." She said
"Yeah sure" she nodded and got the door
"Where are you going?" She asked
"Get out" she said
"What?" She asked confused
"Get out" she repeated
"Why?" She asked
"Go home." She said
"Lizzie?" She said
"Savannah leave." She said
"Why?" She asked
"Savannah leave or else I'll call them now get out of my house." She said
"What did I do?" She asked
"Please leave" she said
She just walked out
Lizzie closed the door and breathed in and held it.
Savannah was bawling. She drove home
Lizzie walked up to her room
Savannah drove home
Lizzie wrote a letter
Savannah sat down and the kitchen island
Lizzie wrote the letter and put it on the counter and then went to bed and she never saw Savannah again. Reba walked into the kitchen surprised to see vannah there.
Savannah had her face in her hands and she was crying hard
"Why are crying?" She asked
"I lost my parents and my best friend." She cried
"Excuse me?" She said sitting next to her
"I lost my parents and my best friend." She cried again
"You didn't loose us and what do you mean your best friend?" She said
"Mom you left for two weeks and didn't talk to me. Lizzie doesn't want to be friends I guess." She said
"You know what. I'm sick of this. Either be my child and shut up or leave and go somewhere else." She said
"You are kidding me?!! I'm trying to be but you never listen to me!!" She screamed
"I'm done Savannah. Either shut the hell up or get out of my house" she said
"Mama?! What did I do to you?" She said
"Please Savannah stop." She sa
"I want my mommy back." She said
"And I want my daughter" she said
Savannah hugged her tight and cried
She held her
"I love you mommy." She said
"Love you" she said
She kissed cheek.