When did it all go so wrong? (Up for adoption)

Part 7 (mini chapter)

Jack

It has been 9 months.
286 days since Mark tried to kill himself... And he still hasn't woken up.
I watch his videos every day.
Felix, Marzia and I had to all return home, leaving my best friend comatose, alone, in another country.
I pray everyday to get the call saying Mark woke up.
But it still hasn't come.
I walked to the living room and started making myself a cup of coffee. I sat on the couch and took a sip.
I should face time Felix, Bob, Wade and Arron.
We have been talking ever single day since the incident with Mark. To be honest... I probably would have lost hope with out them.
I opened up my computer and found Skype, calling all of them.
We talked for hours, mindlessly speaking to avoid the topic of Mark. I know we are all worried.
We are all scared.
Hurt.
Abandoned.
But I know for me I feel guilty.
Mark has been in a coma for 9 f**king months and it is all my fault...
I want him back... I want to tell him that I love him and am sorry. Let him explain to me what happened.
I just want Mark back.
I ate my lunch alone in my small home, listening to the rain falling on the window pane.
I was staring at the tv, completely ignoring the fact it wasn't even turned on.
I went on Twitter and, 9 months later, there are still many fans of Marks asking if he is okay.
Where he has been.
People praying for him.
People praying for me.
For Felix.
Bob and Wade.
Arron
I was about to shower when I heard my phone ring.
"Hello?" I asked.
"Is this Sean?" A man asked.
"It is." I said.
"I have called to inform you that Mark had passed away this morning. I am so sorry." He said.
I couldn't do it. I screamed and threw my phone at the wall. I fell to the floor, a sobbing mess.
He can't be gone...
He can't be...
Marks... Marks gone?
Marks gone...
And he is never coming back.

Sorry for the short chapter guys. I am thinking of doing shorter chapters because they are easier for me to focus on. I usually get distracted when writing long chapters. I am sorry it is so short. Love y'all! I hope you enjoyed this mini chapter.