When did it all go so wrong? (Up for adoption)

Part 10

Mark

I was lying alone in the small hospital bed with my small notebook in my lap.
I have started writing music to pass the time. The songs aren't very good but at least it helps.
The doctors told me that I can leave in 3 days and I cannot be happier.
This place is so depressing... Especially when you are alone.
I was almost finished with my fourth song so I decided to just finish it.

"I lost my heart, my home is the ocean.

The waves underneath will soon be my home.

I will fall asleep.

I'll close my eyes and dream of days when I wasn't all alone.

All that I know is gone

(Take what is left of me now)

All that I know is gone

(Take what is left of me)

Fall deeper and deeper, the sirens are singing your songs.

I'll miss my breath, there's no more left.

I'll miss the sound of the wind at my back.

The depths have a number, they call you by name.

Fall asleep, Davy Jones calls you.

So fall asleep, fall asleep and dream.

[2x]

All that I know is gone

(Take what is left of me now)

All that I know is gone

(Take what is left of me)

Fall deeper and deeper, the sirens are singing your songs."

I put my pen and notebook on the small table beside me, along with my glasses and shut my eyes.

And as always...
I dreamt of him.

Sean

I need to meet Felix, Marzia and Aaron at the airport. Felix and Marzia flew to england to get Aaron and are now flying to Ireland to get me so we don't have to fly alone.
I grabbed my bags and climbed into a cab.
I sat there, watching the rainfall and thought about Mark.
Will he even want to see me...
He tried to kill himself because of  me.
Bob and Wade both haven't seen him yet, we planned to all see him together.
I thanked and paid the driver before walking into the huge airport.
I was walking towards my terminal and saw them standing there waiting for me.
I hugged each of them and they asked me how I am doing.
"Better now that I know Mark is awake." I said.
They all nodded and we walked onto the plane together.
I fell asleep almost as soon as the plane took off. I have barely been sleeping since the thing with Mark.

"Jack... Jack wake up. The plane is about to land." I heard Aaron say.
I opened my eyes and made a small stretche.
I looked out the window and saw that we were going down.
I am about to explode due to nerves.
"What's wrong Jack?" felix asked looking concerned.
"What if Mark doesn't want to see me...?" I asked quietly.
"I doubt that..." He said.
"The last thing I ever said to him was that I want him out of my life and I never want to see him again..."
No one had an answer for that one.
We got off the plane in silence and went to meet Bob and Wade.

---At the hospital---

We were standing outside a door with the number 223 on the front.
They told us that Mark was asleep but we could still see him.
Aaron was the one to open the door and I walked in after all of them.
Mark was asleep, His glasses resting on top of a notebook on his small table.
He had a lot less tubes and wires attached to him which made me so happy.
I walked over to him and sat next to Felix and Marzia.
We sat in silence. It wasn't an awkward silence, there just wasn't anything to say.
It was 2 hours before Mark woke up. He rubbed his eyes and started feeling around for his glasses.
I grabbed his hand and guided him to them
"Thank you." He said, putting them on.
He looked at me and then looked at everyone else.
"What are you guys doing here?" He asked sitting up a little bit.
"We came as soon as we heard you woke up." Felix said.
He hugged Mark and then moved so we could all hug him.

"I am so happy you are okay..." I said, crying as I hugged him and felt his arms around me."Why are you here Jack...? I thought you never wanted to see me again?" He asked."I am so sorry Mark... I didn't mean any of what I said." He hugged me again."I am so sorry Jack... Don't blame yourself... It wasn't your fault. I will explain later... I don't think I am ready for that yet..." He said.

I am so happy he is here.
I love you Mark...
I will never let you go again.