The next few chapters are going to be veeeery eventful... Just a heads up
Mark
I had told Bob that I am bring a friend with me to Pax. I am scared to tell them that I am... "Dating" James but I know he will make me. Jack will hate me... Felix and Marzia are supposed to land at the same time as me so Jack and Wade are going to get them. I followed James off the plane and walked to get our bags. I carried both of our things. I saw Bob and Mandy waving at me. I walked over and hugged them both.
"Who is this?" Bob asked.
"I'm James. Marks boyfriend." He said wrapping his arm around me. I looked at the floor and he dug his fingers sneakily into my side. I looked up and smiled like he had trained me to do.
"I didn't know you were seeing anyone!" Bob said. "Congrats man."
I nodded but stayed silent. James talked with Bob and Mandy, filling them with lies.
They lead us to the car and I pretended to fall asleep to avoid talking to them. And to hear the lies James will tell. But in the process I actually fell asleep.When I woke up I was asleep in a big hotel room bed. I could hear the shower going. I lied there, enjoying the momentary peace. James came out fully clothed and told me he was going to a club near by. I smiled and told him to have fun.
He walked over to me and grabbed my arms, holding them at my sides.
"If I catch you talking to Sean... I swear to God Mark, you are going to wish you were dead." He said pushing me violently over the couch before storming from the room. My side ached and when I pulled up my shirt I could see a long bruise already forming.
I lied on the floor for about 10 minutes and then I got up and sat down on the couch.
I was staring at the tv (which was off...) when I heard a knock on my door. I got up, groaning from the pain in my side, and went to answer the door. I was shocked to see a tearful Jack.
"Jack! What's wrong?" I asked.
He shook his head.
"I cannot believe you..." He said quietly.
"What?"
"You... You said you loved me... And... And I said it back. I admitted to you that I like you as more then a friend and I come here to find out you came with your boyfriend! Do you realize how much that hurt!?" He asked, his voice cracking at the end.
I stood there stunned.
"Sean-"
"Don't call me that! Don't you dare call me that!" He said.
"Jack-" I corrected. "Please let me explain..." I begged.
"No Mark! No! I can't believe you would do this to me! I am so f**king stupid... And to think I called you my friend..."
"I am your friend Jack!" I said.
"Friends don't hurt each other like this!" He yelled. "You know what Mark!?! After this Goddamned panel I never want you to speak to me again!" He shouted wiping at his eyes.
"Jack please!" I begged.
"No! I want you gone Mark! I want you out of my life!" He said. And with that he slammed my door shut. I fell to the ground in front of the door and started crying hysterically.
For 3 hours I sat there crying until eventually I couldn't cry anymore. I just sat there, staring at the wall, completely numb...
The only ever time I felt completely numb (emotionally) was after James goes at me.
I heard a knock on the door and when I answered it Felix, Bob and Wade walked in, all shouting at me. I only caught bits and pieces.Jack
Hurt
How could you?
Bastered
A**holeI apologized over and over but Felix responded with "Mark! An apology can't fix what you've done. You really f**ked up." I sighed and they all announced that they were leaving.
Well... It's official...
I have no one left...
I am completely
Alone...
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When did it all go so wrong? (Up for adoption)
FanficThis isn't real... This can't be happening... Mark is dying... And it is All My Fault