When did it all go so wrong? (Up for adoption)

Part 14

Sean

We walked to a hotel and Mark got us a room. We did have any clothes though...
"Mark?"
"Yes Jack?" I frowned... I kind of miss him calling me Sean.
"You could've told me that... Yes Sean?" He said.
I blushed. Did I really just say that out loud...?"
He laughed a small bit.
"We don't have any spare clothes..."
"Oh... You can go back and grab something if you want... I'll stay here..."
I debated wether or not to go but decided to do it.
"Do you want me to grab you anything?"
He thought for a moment.
"Can you bring me some sweats and in my closet there is a red and gray stripped long sleeve shirt..." He looks at the ground.
I was kind of nervous to leave him alone...
"Mark...?"
"Yeah?"
"Will you promise to call me if ANYTHING happens...?" I ask. He frowns but nods his head 'yes'.
"I'll be back in no more then 30 minutes..."
I ran back to the house and grabbed out things, giving everyone a quick explanation before leaving again.
I walked up to our room and head the shower going. I opened the door and set our things on the bed when I was met with the sound of Marks voice, singing something I didn't recognize. I laid on the bed listening to him, saddened by his words.

"I change my clothes again this morning,
I don't like the way I look today
And everytime I look in the mirror
I look for someone else's face.

Cause I hate the way I feel
Hate this man that I've become
I wanna fight myself but I know,
that it's not worth it.

I step outside again it's raining,
on my clothes, on my face, in my way

I wanna be somebody else
I don't like who I've become
I don't like who I've become
Somebody else
I don't like who I've become
I wanna be somebody else
Someone stronger, smarter, wiser
Someone take this broken heart and make it new now
Someone else, someone else.

I pick myself again this morning,
I don't like the way I feel today
I wanna see myself more clearly
I wanna see someone else's face.

Cause I hate the way I feel
Hate this man that I've become
I wanna change this broken heart and make it new now.

I go outside again it's raining,
on my clothes, on my face, in my way

I wanna be somebody else
I don't like who I've become
I don't like who I've become
Somebody else
I don't like who I've become
I wanna be somebody else
Someone stronger, smarter, wiser
Someone take this broken heart and make it new now
Someone else, someone else."
(A/N- any other Kellin Quinn fans out there? MY PEOPLE!!!)

I heard the shower turn off and Mark walked out with his old clothes on.
"Thank you..." He said to me before grabbing his clothes and changing in the bathroom.
Once I was changed as well I sat on the couch next to him and turned on a bit of South Park.
Mark leaned against me and sighed happily.
"Thank you for staying with me... It's much better then being alone..."
I smiled.
"Of course Mark. I wouldn't have it any other way."
He cuddled up to me.
"I never would have guessed you be the snuggling type. Not that I object..."
He laughed quietly and mumbled 'shut up' before getting even more comfortable against me, and before I knew it we were laying side by side on the couch. Mark in my arms with his back pressed against my chest and his even breathing bringing me a sense of peace.
I kissed the back of his head and fell asleep soon after, with Cartman and Stan arguing in the back ground.

This feels right...
I feel safe...
I feel calm...
I feel loved...
I'm home...

Sorry for the shorter, kinda crappy chapter. Hopefully it won't take me ages for the next update.
Love you! Xoxo <3