' Im so sorry Sean, I should have never left you.' I say into his chest. He just holds me tighter.
' I dont care that you left, I care that you think your not good enough. You will always be enough for me. You are my definition of perfect. You are...
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(Sean without his glasses)
I sit there, wondering about what Sean was thinking. He was across the room, his earphones in and scrolling through something on his phone.
He had been here for almost two weeks now. Staying all night and day, and we had gotten really close. He brings me cards, chocolate, and even bought me a new phone.
He really isn't the boy everyone at schools thinks. He had been at the hospital with me more than Deria, and that is really sad.
My own best friend wasn't there for me, but the boy next door was. He goes at the end of every week to get our missed assignments, and helps me if I missed any notes.
I turn on the TV, and decide on a Finding Carter marathon. After about nine episodes, I fall asleep.
But I wasn't watching the TV, I was watching Sean sleep. He fell asleep after about the fourth episode. I get up, and tap him on the shoulder.
He slowly opens his eyes, instantly looking me in mine. My heart skips a beat, but I push it away, knowing what kind of boy he is.
"Come on to the bed, that chair cant be comfortable." I say. He just looks at me like he saw a ghost."Well if your coming, the left side is mine. I hope you don't mind being too close to a nerd, because the bed is kind of small." I walk back to the bed, and climb in.
After about ten minutes, the bed dips, and arms wrap around my waist. He presses his body close to mine, but not too close. A shiver runs down my spine, and not because of the temperature.
I loved the warmth and protection I felt while I was in his arms. By the end of the night, we were facing each other and he had his arms around my waist. I didn't mind, we would probably going back to the way we were when I got out. I didn't mind now , didn't even worry about what would happen when I did.
I've always wondered what it would be like to have a boyfriend, because I didn't really have one. Sean would be the first that I've had since the third grade, even then that doesn't really count as a boyfriend.
I stop thinking about it before I get ahead of myself, I don't even know if he likes me.
He is just here because this was his fault, right?
He shifts, and says something. What he said caught me off guard, but I acted like I was still asleep. He did not just say that, but what if he did.
I just shift so that my head was on his chest, and listen to him mumble- like sing to me.
The vibration in his chest from him talking put me to sleep, and for once in what feels like a million years, I was really happy. I close my eyes, and start to drift off to sleep as he sings to me.
He said it again, but this time with more confidence.
" Aianna, I do love you."
A/N Sorry for the late and short chapter. Ive been really busy here lately. School is really kicking my butt. We are struggling to finish everything before Christmas break. On another note, what did you guys think? Is it moving too fast? Comment what you think and vote!!!
