My Kik Girl| Trevor Jackson

Chapter 13 - No fucks to give

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The next day I woke up to extremely loud noises and screaming.

Sitting up I frowned, listening to what sounded like my mom arguing with somebody.

"I can never wake up with peace around here." I groaned, getting up.

I jogged down the steps, walking into the loud scene.

"He doesn't want to see your dumb ass! It's been 11 fucking years!" My mom screamed at the unknown person.

"He deserves to see me Kendra!" The man yelled back.

"What's going on?" I interrupted.

The two stopped yelling and their attention shot to me.

The man looked at me with pleading eyes and then I realized....

My father was back....
Why the fuck was he here? I don't need him, since he decided to walk out on me at the age of 7. I waited years for his ass to come back for me, but he didn't. And now he wants to pop up like Houdini?

"Trevor... Son. I'm-"

"What are you doing here?" I frowned.

"I'm coming back.... For you..." He smiled.

I shook my head. "No. What makes you think you can just come back now? Huh?"

"I know it's been a while but look Trev I'm back now. I've did my jail time and I took time to get myself together."

"No. Fuck all that. You can go back to where ever the fuck you were, because I don't believe in ghosts. That's what you've been for the past 11 fucking years right?"

"Trevor please just hear me out."

"What's to hear? Huh? What's to fucking hear?! I don't want to hear shit from you Joseph, you can save that." I Coldy yelled.

He sighed. "Son-"

"Ain't no son nigga." I quickly interrupted. "You don't deserve the title as my father anymore. You lost that label when you decided to leave me and moms here 11 years ago."

Josheph looked at me with pleading eyes and then at my mom. "Will you stop yelling out the years? I know how long I was gone but I'm back now, that's all that matters right?"

I squished my face up. "Hell nah. I have no fucks to give you for your sympathy dude. I don't even know you. Just go. Please just leave. Your not wanted and definitely not needed here."

He sighed. "You know what fine. Ok, I'll leave but I'll be back. Trust me. And I'll make it up to you Trevor.."

He looked at me for a few more seconds and then headed out.

"How the fuck can he just show up like that expecting us to just welcome him in like nothing ever happened?! What type of shit is that?"

"Trevor.." My mom sighed.

"That shit is not cool I swear to go-"

"TREVOR!" My mom yelled, stopping me.
"Watch your fucking mouth in here!"

I sighed. "I'm sorry...."

"I know your upset and you have every right to be, but you need to just calm down before you give Yourself a heart attack. Look at your damn arms."

I looked down, seeing every inch of my veins popping through my skin.

They tend to show up extremely huge when I'm pissed.

I took a deep breathe and sat at the kitchen table.

"Now look, I don't appreciate him popping up out of the blue either but maybe we should just hear him out?"

I quickly shook my head. "Nah ma, he fucking left us! He walked out on us and never came back ma! He don't care about he us. He probably just want to use us or some shit. Fuck that nigga. I don't give a fuc-"

"Trevor watch your fucking mouth got damnit!" My mom yelled once again, slamming her hand onto the table.

"Sorry..." I groaned. "But I'm not accepting him-"

The doorbell rung, interrupting my sentence.
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I groaned loudly, getting up. "I know his ass ain't coming back already."

I quickly stormed over to the door, yanking it open.

"Nigga I told you don't-"

I stopped in my tracks seeing that it wasn't my father it was Daniel and........

Shayla.

"Bro what the fuck is she doing here?"

"She told me what happened yesterday and she asked me where you stayed.Why you had to throw coffee in her face man?"

I could tell he wanted to laugh but he held it.

"I don't have time for this shit right now, I have more important problems to tend to." I said coldly, attempting to close the door, but Shay blocked it.

"Look I don't-"

"Please, just talk to me, yesterday didn't go very well and I won't leave you alone until we're on good terms Trevor."

"Love-"

I quickly stopped talking, catching myself. "I mean shayla. I don't think nows a good time."

She smiled a little. "You called me love..."

I gave her a cold stare and mean mugged her. "It was a fucking accident."

"You wouldn't have said it if you weren't thinking it." She laughed. "I actually miss you calling me-"

"Bitch fuck outta here with that dumb shit. Don't even say that bullshit." I interrupted her.

At that moment Daniel bursted out laughing hella hard.

"Fuck you mean miss? Ain't no missing bihh. Your the one that fucked it up. So fuck you. D I'll hit you up later. You can take her ass back home."

"Wait!"

I slammed the door in her face.

Fuck she thought this was?

"Who was that?" My mom frowned.

"Just some lost trash.."
I then walked straight up the stairs and went straight into my room.

Wow. 😒

I give zero fucks at this moment.