it been a week seen the spring break problem and i still have no idea what to do. i mean me and david have know each other seen we first met in 4 grade.
i have never thought of him as anything but a friend well i used to have a crush on him in 4 grade but that was along time ago. how can he do something like this to me. i am so confused it not even funny. i wanna scream on the heights mountains. i want this annoying voice in the back of my mind to shut up already. jna has been annoying still trying to make me talk to him.
we have lunch with each other on b days which is a thing we have at are high school. its been a hurricane in my brain seen that. i have no idea what to do about anything. i still dont believe him or alex. It cant be true who would ever like me.
I am sophmore and i never been kissed or i never had a boyfriend. Guys never find me pretty or they never ask me out because i dont look like my friends they all are pretty. I look like that animal off that geico commerical. I cry my self to sleep most of the time becasue i hate getting yelled at. I can cry easily which helps me out with the problems i have.
I taste my tears and it feels like all my problems are slowlly going away. I wake up in the moring and i look in the mirror and the first thing that pops up in my head is why am i so freaking ugly. My sister get hit on all the time. guys flirt with her all the time. she pretty and guys love to ask me question about my big sister. it makes me feel kind of sad most of the time.
