huh when i read his name on my phone,my heart starting beating really fast. he liked the picture where it said when you see your teacher outside of school then it has doumbledoof off harry potter then it said you have no power over me. i kept starting at it and my heart would not stop beating. i touched my chest and said come on stop beating you damn heart. i dont feel anything for him at all. i smiled. why am i so happy that he liked my picture, uhhhhhh no no no no no no no nope let me think of something else. an hour passed and my heart still was beating i would go back to the picture just to see his name and no i do not like him at all. i have no feeling for him at all.UGHHH TWO FEAKING HOURSS HAVE PASSED AND HE IS ALL I CAN FUCKING THINK ABOUT. i threw my ap govermnet book on the floor and yelled UGHHHHHHHHHHH. my sister came into the room and asked me if i was ok. i turned and said yeah sorrry i saw a bug. ewww well did you kill it? she asked me. yeah i killed it. well go to sleep. yeah i know i said back. she closed the door. i looked at my clock and it was already 4:00 in the morning. damn i only have 2 hours sleep. i put my phone on the chager and turned off the light. i started at the nofication one more time before i went to sleep. i woke up and i looked at my phone and i checked if it was still there. not in a creepy way but i kind of wtf way. it wasnt there anymore. i felt my chest and it stop beating really fast which was werid cause the last time i felt my heart beating really fast was when i had a crush on this boy named jeremy in 8th grade no one knew about it and he was really quite. he made me smile even without talking which is werid but true.
